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  1. It’s been awhile since I’ve been on here. I’ve been diagnosed with major depression and take Zoloft. Now I have two kids and I’m ehhh. I love them I play interact but sometimes I feel numb I guess. Now I will admit I’ve gone two weeks without meds but I’ve been dealing with sickness in the house and lot of bill stress. (On a side note sometimes I feel I have bugs crawling on my skin when I don’t) the bug crawling isn’t getting better. And I’ve found out that I have mood swing that I don’t realize happen. Does anyone have thoughts?
  2. Okay so it’s been awhile since I was last on. I now have two kids and I love them to pieces. I was diagnosed quite a few years ago with major depression and I take Zoloft. Now I will admit the past week to two weeks I haven’t taken them but that’s because everyone has been sick and I’ve been stressed about bills. Now I will say this, since I can remember I’ve had a problem with feeling bugs crawling on my skin even though there isn’t any. Lately it has been worse usually it comes and goes but lately it’s like I feel stuff move against me even though there isn’t anything there. And apparently I’ve had mood swings that I don’t really notice, it seems I never notice when my mood changes. Does anyone have opinions?
  3. it helps more than you think, getting it off my chest finally sharing it and i've been listening to music i havent gone to a therapist, mainly i don't know how much they cost lol ugh everything is so expensive now a days but your post made me feel better thanks :)
  4. a little depressed but i think i'm managing not sure though

  5. I'm on Zoloft and been on it for at least a year now at first it was weird but after awhile it calmed down and I find if I miss it my depression rears its ugly head hope ur meds help Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  6. Black eyed peas boom boom pow Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  7. Okay so this is something I haven't thought about in years, okay so back in my junior year of high school (been quite a few years since I graduated) I dated my first boyfriend who I was hooked up with by friends to ho to prom with cause u just don't go to prom single. Well it was awesome at first he was nice he even went to my church, well he had a temper so I tried not to push him. One day when we went to get corsages he wanted to drive around town after, but he drove into the country and wanted sex I said no but he got forceful he raped me I got home and cried it felt weird. Well after that he was more forcefull with me then I found out he was cheating on me I broke up with him, I just buried it inside ashamed of myself. Well a few years ago I found he married a class mate had kids and when she wouldn't take the kids while she was at work he stabbed her multiple times in front of them. Now with my depression it's hard to handle sometimes but it's been good till today I saw her and it reminded me of him. I don't know how to deal Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  8. Okay so I got fired from my job today but I start my new one tomorrow. I just I feel a tightness in my chest and I'm upset (I have severe depression) my boss five minutes after I left was lying about me. I'm upset, does anyone have any advice Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  9. The feeling comes and goes but I thank my husband he got me away from it Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  10. Okay so I have severe depression but I'm the angry depressed. I get angry easy, I'm a cake decorator in a bakery/deli I love it but hate it, I'm getting a new job hopefully. But today I got reamed by my boss. I'm stressed and very upset it's making me angry. Now I use to self harm, but I haven't done that in years my husband helped me through that but when I'm angry the urge comes back. I just don't know how to handle myself really overwhelmed and I feel helpless every time I'm happy it seems something happens to destroy that. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  11. I feel you I am often the same way in the morning coffe or any caffeine has been my coping mechanism it works but bad on the body lol Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  12. It's okay it's nice to know I'm not alone, cause often it seems like I'm alone. There are days where I'm fine but even with the meds I have down days where I feel worthless, my husband helps I've been with him for 8 years so he is really understanding, I tend to get really Biotchy when I'm not on my meds( I guess I'm the angry type) Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  13. Hey so this is my first site like this, I have severe depression I'm a young adult. It's been hard even though I'm married and I love my husband, there are times I feel alone. I'm on Zoloft and they help me feel normal (whatever normal is). Not sure what else to post
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