Hi everyone, I am new to this forum. I have been suffering from depression and thinking about suicide for several years now, but I haven't told anyone in my family yet. A couple of years ago, my parents told me that they thought that people who thought of suicide were stupid and weak. I nearly cried...how can I tell them how I am feeling? I am kind of scared, because my feelings of depression are getting worse, and I am worried that I might hurt myself. I just wish I could let someone in my family know, but every time I try, I get scared. I also don't have many friends, so I can't really reach out to them for help. I have tried seeing a therapist, but I don't think it really helped me. I am hoping to find some friends here, and get some support. And hopefully, I can support others, too! Sorry if this post seems too negative, I'm new here, don't know exactly how to write a post... I just felt like I needed to get that out of my system.