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  1. RiverLight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Awww thank u!! And a happy Thanksgiving to you!!
  2. RiverLight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    This rain makes me want to stay in bed all day. Will the rain please stop?? Good Lord. It's rained for a month straight! At least it's not snow, but still, it's depressing me and makes me want to do nothing but watch movies and lie in bed. One and a half more days of work until a mini vacation.I hope it's sunny over Thanksgiving.
  3. I bought a new winter coat that I love and a pair of awesome sneakers today. My fiance and I went to two concerts this weekend, which were both mind blowingly amazing. I am head over heels in love and cannot wait to call him my husband. I feel like the luckiest woman alive!
  4. RiverLight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    I'm so sorry my dear friend.
  5. RiverLight


    YES, DO IT!!! Pursue all that will make you happiest!!! Live, enjoy, laugh... do all those things.
  6. RiverLight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Aww, thank you sober! Thank you SO very much. It's always nice to have a cheering section. I believe we can all do anything in this world, if we put our minds to it.
  7. I am SO grateful. Today is a day where I feel really good and really happy. I've been stressing a lot about work lately and have focused mainly on succeeding in my job, which stresses me out. But when I step back and look at the birds eye view of my life, I am very happy and feel very fulfilled. I am starting to see positive results in my work. I am totally in love with my fiance, and we're very happy. Every day we cannot wait to see each other again. We don't like leaving each other in the mornings. It's so hard to climb out of bed when I am nestled in his arms. We love our snuggle time. His big smile says it all when he comes home after work. He hugs me tight and tells me he cannot live without me. I cannot live without him. I cannot wait to call him my husband! Last night at a concert he called me his wife, and said he cannot wait to say that for real. I am in love and feel so very grateful to have found him. What an amazing gift the universe has brought me! I will never ever ever take it for granted. I love him soooooo much!!!
  8. RiverLight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    WOW. I am thrilled!!!! I got my client to rank #1 on Google for their primary search term!!! I am SO happy. I have a LOT of doubts about my abilities at work, and then I succeed at something, and I realize that I actually know what I am doing. SO, hoooorayyyy!!!!! I am giving myself a pat on the back, which I never do, or not enough.
  9. Well, my worries about work have suddenly subsided since I learned that I got my client to rank #1 on Google for their most important search term!!!! This happened this week.. they've been teetering between positions #1-#3 since I worked on that page, but yesterday & now again today, I saw them ranking at #1. I am SO thrilled!!!!! I have been worried that I am not doing my work correctly, but I edited the whole page and now it's ranking at the top of Google -- HOORRAYYY!!!! This is for their most important and profitable website out of three. I had my client meeting with these same people yesterday and told them the good news. They didn't react, but I am sure they must be very pleased. I am pleased, if I do say so myself! Now I just need to wait and see how that ranking impacts their web traffic, and most importantly, sales and revenue. I would love to have more good news to report next month!!!
  10. RiverLight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    I'm doing energy clearing work with a Shaman and energy healer. I paid a lot of money for this and hope it works. Trying to clear out any negative energies I may have picked up.
  11. RiverLight

    Freaking Out

    Aww, thanks Natasha! That's great advice!!!! HUGS.
  12. RiverLight

    Freaking Out

    I am freaking out over work. Revenue is WAY down for two websites I changed. In Oct, revenue was up for both after the changes I made. But Nov is supposed to be their highest revenue month of the year,, and it's far down this month so far. They have a huge sale at the end of the month, which is probably why it's the greatest revenue month, but so far I am not seeing it and I am blaming myself. I cannot take the pressure of this work anymore. To be fully responsible for a company's success and revenue online is a lot of stress and pressure! Yes, revenue went up last month, but why is it going down right now? And why is it way down? Traffic is down a little bit too. It was last month too, despite revenue increases. I cannot help but believe it's the changes I made. I need to talk to my boss about it, who told me last week not to worry about it because of the sale. There are improvements I can make to the work I did, but I need the client's approval and she has to implement it on the sites. I need a change. I need a career change, but I have NO clue what I would do. I cannot afford to lose salary and what I really want to do is at least 25K less than what I earn. I need that money to go on my honeymoon and get married. I am stuck. I don't hate my job necessarily.... I only hate reporting week, and I despise this pressure and stress. Last night I couldn't stop myself from dwelling on my work all night. I have to find a way to chill the heck out. It's HARD though. I am naturally prone to getting stressed about potential failure. I cannot afford to lose my job. I need this job to live and survive. I cannot afford my expenses on unemployment alone. And my savings is going towards the honeymoon. ARGH! Stress! I think I need an Ativan today. I need to chill out.
  13. So my fiance and I are now back to the idea of eloping. We decided we cannot afford a wedding ourselves, but just the honeymoon, and now I have to tell my parents. When I first mentioned elopement, they got upset and said they would be hurt to not be involved. Then my dad said he wants to be able to walk me down the isle and "give me away". Thing is, I am too old for that and I don't really believe in that tradition anyways. It's an antiquated tradition and I've been out of the home since I was 18. I am now 48. I don't need my dad to give me away. So I conceded when they said they would be hurt and agreed to have a wedding. But now that we realize we cannot afford even a small family wedding, we don't want to do it. We wanted to elope from the very beginning -- that's the way we want to do it. We would like to go on a nice vacation and get married at the start of the honeymoon -- then celebrate with our family and friends afterwards. We are thinking of doing it in March. If there were to be a wedding, we can't get married until a year from now, which we don't want. But I am worried about telling my parents our ultimate plan, and I don't know when or how to do it. The four of us are having Thanksgiving dinner together. I cannot tell them then, but I am sure the wedding will come up. I don't want to hurt them, but a wedding would be 100% for their sake, not for ours. I should be able to do this the way I want to do it, no? ARGH. I am in a pickle!
  14. RiverLight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    No, they want to be a part of things. My family is not wealthy whatsoever.
  15. RiverLight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Yes, that's what I was thinking!