One More Red Nightmare

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About One More Red Nightmare

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  • Birthday 05/22/1966

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    Music, fitness, fantasy, philosophy

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  1. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Maybe mankind deserves it for letting the idiocy of social media into our lives..
  2. Wellbutrin vs. Lexapro? Any input!

    Wellbutrin is moderately effective against depression. I started taking it recently and feel a bit better, like my depression has lifted just a bit. I refuse to take SSRIs (Lexapro, Prozac, Zoloft) because I do not want weight gain and sexual dysfunction. Those side effects would make me more depressed.
  3. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Non-depressed people do not understand what depression really is. Too them it's temporary sadness or bad mood. It's impossible to understand unless you live it. That's why forums like this exist, so depressed people can talk to other depressed people that do understand. I recently underwent extensive psychological testing and was diagnosed with chronic low-level depression, which I think is an accurate diagnosis. It means the damn curse is with me ALL THE &#$%ING TIME. There is no way any "normal" person could understand what that is actually like. It affects every aspect of my life, 24/7. So I don't bother talking about it with them. It's a waste of time.
  4. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    You'll probably get useless advice like "suck it up", "man up", "we all have problems". Not worth getting emotional about these kinds of dismissive responses, because the people that give them don't understand.
  5. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    You've said this more than once. Are you planning your final exit?
  6. Do Antidepressants Actually Work?

    They never did anything for me except destroy my sex drive. Apparently they work for some. Taking those very dangerous pills is playing Russian roulette with your brain chemistry. Some people are driven to suicide by SSRIs.
  7. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I am very sorry for your loss.
  8. Don't worry. It's just one more red nightmare. It too shall pass. 

  9. What did you dream last night?

    I'd rather dream nothing and just sleep through the night, which I haven't done in years. Actually when I used to smoke the green stuff, I wouldn't dream, which was nice. Don't smoke anymore. It's supposed to be a good thing that I quit, but it's made the nights much worse. I hate dreaming now. I don't want to be God in my dreams. I want to be with God in His kingdom again. Someday..
  10. What did you dream last night?

    Then tell me more of you. Feed the fire of my red dreams.
  11. What Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Agnus Dei (Live) by Michael W Smith. What a beautiful song.
  12. Mandela Effect and depression

    May 16, 2018? Do we even want to survive past 2020? :)
  13. What did you dream last night?

    I just saw this today. :) Thank you, bobbiecat! Shall I dream of you?
  14. Mandela Effect and depression

    I believe you. Anything interesting to tell us that your guides revealed to you?
  15. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Yeah, but only your earthly existence ends after that. It's better to bear the suffering here until the end.