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StaticNova

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  1. Pokemon Go! and Super Mystery Dungeon both look pretty cool.
  2. Online Video games, such as Smite or World of Warcraft, or ones with player-to-player connectivity, like Pokemon, might help you, they have helped me for sure.
  3. Just got kicked out of collage, as I was off for three weeks due to depression, and I've missed too much work to catch up. So that means no more future for Sam...... Yay........
  4. Darkness Its like a plague that never goes away, Or an animal and its pray, It waits... And waits... And waits...until you're ready, Then closes in and devours you... From the inside out. All you see is shadows of the ones you once knew, No more happiness, No more laughter, No more love, Its like a thunderstorm that blocks your soul. Your soul becomes a black hole, Whatever said, heard, or learned, Is forgotten, never brought up again, No longer does anything matter, Its all darkness, Like a plague that never goes away.
  5. I have so much collage work to catch-up on, and I can't concentrate on anything. I don't really see the point in continuing, as no on really cares about me at all.
  6. Nothing makes me happy any more. I'm constantly bored and unhappy, and I told all my friends that I have depression, and none of them have said anything about it to me since.
  7. I'm now on leave from collage because of my depression. Fun......
  8. Well one of my oldest friends just killed himself, so I'm not great....
  9. When in my lonely grave I sleep, And the willow over me weeps, Tis then dear friend and not before, That I will think of you no more.
  10. The moon is lost to me tonight, Darkness replaces for the fight. Wind screams loudly against the door, Spirits creep across the floor. Just hold onto my hand, Now is time to make a stand. Don't leave my side and we as one, Can ride this through back to the sun. Keep them off of me I said. Off of my back off of my bed. I will do the same for you, Don't be scared this is not new.
  11. I'm not really sure how I feel, considering everything that has happened.
  12. I was told that I should 'just go ahead and **** myself' by a guy at my collage, because he was being really purvey to one of my friends and he kept trying to touch her breasts and kiss her, so I politely asked him to stop, and he flips out and starts yelling at me. He then tries to fight me, but I don't raise a hand to him as I am a pacifist, which I tell him. He promptly decks me, spits on my face, and then as he's leaving he slaps my friends ass. Safe to say, today could have gone better.
  13. Sea of death Drowning in a sea of loneliness, I begin to cry. Confused by the struggle whether to live or die. Do I choose to live knowing that inside I'm dead ? Or give in to the promises death made me instead ? This lost empty feeling I can't live any longer. The sea of death is so much stronger. Pulling me under with the lost souls of the sea. Into the darkness where they've been waiting for me.
  14. Darkness I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness
  15. I have more if you guys want to read them.
  16. I feel ashamed of myself for being this ****ing broken, with Depression, Insomnia, Social Anxiety, and Severe Trust issues to lug around each and every day. Everyone that knows me would be better off if they didn't.
  17. Hello all, I, as the title might give away, have both depression(1-2 years) and insomnia(17 years aka my whole life) and they are brutal on their own, but together they are something much worse. I was wondering if anyone else has both of these, and if so do you know of anything that would help? Regards, P.S. Sleeping pills or any of that stuff don't work on me before you say anything
  18. 'Poison coursing through our veins slowly driving us insane close your eyes, fade to black surrender your soul, don't come back. Lies, betrayal, pain for the used tormented, demented, always abused trapped forever you will burn in the darkest realm of no return.'
  19. I wrote this a few weeks ago. It was us. Standing atop the pinnacle,with a love like an incandescent star.Which I thought would never go out. Come what may.The blazing sun started to wane,and the flames that ignited our souls,was slowly replaced with ice. Now, I am a hermit. With you having fallen away from me.I sit atop our crumbling pinnacle.Left, to watch the Sun freeze.
  20. Hello, I don't really know what to say here, but hello all the same.
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