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Deedee7143

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  1. Loved Ratboy's comment. Something for me to think about and remember. Sent from my SM-N910T using Tapatalk
  2. I realized that I need to care about myself first. I remind myself about what I think are my positive qualities or skills. I'm not the prettiest, thinnest or most social person but I am kind and caring. I'm a great listener and a good problem solver. When I start feeling like I want to die, I allow myself to cry and then remind myself. I wish I could just wake up one day with full confidence but I guess it takes constant work. I don't know if my comments belong on this thread but daveb48 really touched on how I've felt most of my life. Sent from my SM-N910T using Tapatalk
  3. I have struggled with these feelings too and wanted to die or disappear. My problem is that I have always lived my life the way others felt I should. I'm 44 and I don't feel like I have a purpose. I don't know what I want out of life because I've always suppressed me. I tried living by my mother's religion but failed and it's affected my relationship with some of my close family. I'll never have a relationship unless I go back. I tried married life but stayed out of obligation. My life has just been one big obligation. I personally had to take time to reflect on that and I've started making changes. I'm getting criticized for being selfish and sometimes it shakes the little confidence I'm starting to feel. I've been told that the devil is taking my soul because I want a separation to take time to find myself. I'm afraid that if I stay I'll lose this feeling that I have. I'm not evil, I just want to live. I don't feel anyone really cares about me. Sent from my SM-N910T using Tapatalk
  4. Hugs:D Sent from my SM-N910T using Tapatalk
  5. Hugs Sent from my SM-N910T using Tapatalk
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