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Kaniro last won the day on November 17 2015

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  • Birthday 12/31/1982

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  1. I really have a one track mind right now.
  2. Note to self: Stop being an a-hole.
  3. The word for socks in Japanese, kutsus***a, literally means "under shoes"
  4. I want my bike. I want it now. I think riding will help relax me a lot.
  5. It was my birthday yesterday. I don't feel anything like a 33 year old is supposed to feel. But is that a bad thing? I need to be true to myself and not social norms.
  6. Feel like I've been away from this place for too long. Work has been just annihilating me these past 2 weeks. Then I got sick. I'm finally getting to rest. It was my birthday yesterday, so my boss gave me 3 days off in a row. I can't wait until work slows down again. I'm feeling like I haven't been doing anything but working and commuting to/from work.
  7. do you take meds to help, and do they? how often do you have depressive times? Sorry for the late reply, work has been ******* me X_X I do take meds, Lexapro everyday. And they help, to an extent. Like I doubt I would be a functioning human at all without them, but I still feel like I'm not living up to the potential life I could have. Or the happiness I could feel. I find I feel really devoid of emotions and then I'll have a depressive slump. The meds help me not self-injure or anything more extreme, but I still don't feel like I'm living a normal life. I usually get depressive times once a month or more, so it could be worse, but it could be better.
  8. I'm cold and I should put on pants.
  9. I want to make a CD to listen to in the car on my Christmas shopping trip today. It will have zero Christmas songs on it, lol. I need to get up and get moving.
  10. Senki Zesshou Symphogear. One of my favorite anime ever! (((((((pinkdynamite))))) (((((((((((((((duck)))))))))))))) ((((((((((((((everyone))))))))))))))0
  11. I am constantly freaked out by my own existence. Like I'll look at my hands, or myself in the mirror, or think about the fact I exist and I've been around for 30+ years and the time will come when I'm not around and I get really freaked out about it. Being alive is weird and I don't understand it
  12. I've been dealing with depression for 20 years out of my almost 33 years of life. At least that's the first time I was conscious of it, and I was 12 when I had my first suicide attempt. 3 years later I started self-injuring and that lasted for quite a few years as well. I feel like I'll never be sorted out and will never feel just... good. Feel like I'm comfortable with life. I'm sure genetics aren't playing in my favor, but its always one thing after another that triggers my depression to relapse over and over again. I doubt I'll ever get ahead of it.
  13. It was a long week last week. A very long week. I'm feeling tired and tired of working, but I handled something difficult at work on Saturday without breaking down so I'm pretty proud of myself for that. This is my last day off before Christmas... I'm so ready to get back to the slower times at work.
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