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6dantex6

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  1. just some thoughts i feel i need to share with someone for the past few days i convinced myself because of some symptoms that i have ALS. it made me anxious(well more anxious than i am usually) and sad with a feeling of doom. this scare led me to thinking.lets say i have ALS so what? ill be dead in few years so whats the problem?why i am scared and sad about it?i dont enjoy living anyway so this will just shorten my suffering.if i go to the doctor and he says that i am completely healthy, what then? so i am not going to die soon from a horrible disease but why is that better. it wont change the fact that i have no reason to live and no joy in this life. then it got me thinking why i am still alive?why i try and fight depression?what is the point of all this?for what? i just cant find a reason to live or why i should try to live and get better. i dont want to die but also dont want to live.its a strange and confusing position to be in
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    Alone for life

    same here. i had a girlfriend at 16 for 2 weeks and since then having a relationship is like some impossible fantasy (i am 27 now)
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    Dental fear and sedation?

    you can try taking vallium or other benzo to calm you before the appointment
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    Good Pets for Depression?

    pet rat is a great idea.they are smart and loving.similar to dogs they come if you call their name,give you kisses ,can tech them tricks... but if you get a rat its better to get 2 so that they wont be lonely when your not around.
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    What Really Bugs You (7)

    inconsiderate people
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    what are you watching right now?

    Curb Your Enthusiasm
  7. welcome to the forums. have you thought about getting a pet?it will help with the loneliness( it helped me and its nice to have someone who loves you unconditionally)
  8. linkin park had a concert where i live but i didnt go,i thought ill go next time.i regret this decision very much. its a strange thing. i grew up listening to linkin park and still listen to them.i didnt know chester personally but when my friend told me what happened i was shocked and very very sad as if it was someone wery close to me who died.
  9. the thing that keeps me going\trying when i can is the hope that someday ill get better.you can say that getting better and beating depression is something like my purpose.
  10. i tried CBT and it worked for some time but when my mood hit the really low points i did nothing. its my fault because i havent done the exercises every day and didnt take it too seriously . i think it has a great potential,i am also reading now david burns book and going to try it more seriously and for longer period of time.
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    creativity-when-depressed-part-two

    SADNESS INSIDE AND HAPPINESS OUTSIDE JUST STANDING HERE HOPELESS WHEN EVERYTHING CRUMBLES RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES EMPTY IS HOW I FEEL HOPING ITS NOT REAL MAYBE ITS JUST AN ILLUSION AND BEING HAPPY IS A SKILL THAT IF I TRY TO DEVELOP I ALWAYS FAIL I AM LOCKED IN A JAIL AND ON TOP OF THAT MY MIND FEELS SLOWER THAN A SNAIL THERE'S NO LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL THERE'S NO MORE FISH LEFT AT THE SEA SADNESS BOILING WHILE I SCREAMING WHY IS HAS TO BE ME I JUST WANT TO BE FREE FROM THE SADNESS FROM DESPAIR FROM THE LACK OF MOTIVATION FROM MY FRUSTRATION AND ALL THE OTHER SH*T INSIDE OF ME SOMEHOW I BECAME MY OWN ENEMY SO I KINDLY ASK MY SELF LETS GIVE OUR HEART AND ONCE AGAIN FOR ONE LEST LAST TIME LETS TRY AGAIN TO DO MY BEST TO BEAT THIS CURSE AND BRING SOME HAPPINESS INSIDE
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    I often listen to songs that provoke feelings

    its the same with me. often songs that connected to some show or a movie(especially very sad or very happy ones) give rise to emotions that i rarely feel. the sad thing is that the song loses its power to bring up emotions after few times i listen to it.
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    fear of driving

    thanks thats an idea i didnt think about,its worth checking it out.its surely be cheaper than a lesson(i am not from usa,where i live 40min lesson is about 30usd and renting a car for 24hr is 70usd aprox)
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    fear of driving

    thanks for the replies. the problem is i dont have anyone who will let me practice in their car so i left with 2 options pay for lessons or get driving job and dive straight into it(but that i think it would be a reckless thing to do).
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