TrappedWriter

I managed to straighten my hair, put on makeup, forget the pain for a few hours, and went out and had fun.

Today, I am still feeling the anger and sadness from last night. It sucks when you find out that someone you really like and care about, lied to you the whole time; about everything. I feel awful..

Tired, after spending the day back and forth between chemistry and research

A great majority as to why I play video games so much is because it is a coping method of mine. There are some days where I don't really feel like playing the game, but I end up playing anyway, to escape from everything else. I can (and sometimes do) waste my whole day playing steam games, just because it helps me escape better than other things.

I am very bad at introductions but I'll do my best My name's Gina; I turned 18 last week. I'm a big bundle of disorders, really: depression (my earliest memory is about age 10), self harm, eating disorder, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder. :rock: I love to write, as you can tell by my username! I found this site about an hour ago by clicking on an old link about anxiety linked with IBS. I'm still trying to figure it out soooo yes :D I look forward to hanging around here with people who can understand. :bear_wub: