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  1. Tilted

    Post your day in 1 word.

  2. Tilted


    I feel the same way. Sorry you are struggling so much.
  3. Tilted

    How Do You Feel Today? #32

    Make that 1,476 days in a row...
  4. JD - Your pain is evident in your words. Some losses are unbearable and while I'm sure people will tell you to "move on", it is easy for them to say when its not their heart that has been ripped out. Thank you for sharing your experiences here. You can see from the responses that many people have been touched by this. I wish you the best my friend, as much as I wish you never had to endure this. Its just not right that anyone should have to experience this kind of suffering.
  5. Tilted

    Four years ago today

    @Steveab63 - You didn't specify in your response who you were replying to, but I'm assuming your message (quoted below) was directed at the user with the name 'Just This' and not at me. I don't want to escalate things here, but since I am the one who originated this thread in the first place it seems appropriate for me to respond. I'm glad that you clarified your intention, and I hope that something can be learned from this exchange. Although I expect that you meant well, everything else you might have been trying to express is basically invalidated by the words "stop crying". I think almost anyone would chafe at these words, especially when they are trying to air some grievances. And to tell anyone on a depression forum to "stop crying" is inappropriate in too many ways to mention. I don't know who 'Just This' is - and I can see how their response might be considered vulgar or excessive - but I have to admit I had a similar reaction to theirs when I read what you wrote. If "everyone else in [your] life" takes what you say the wrong way, maybe it is time to try and modify the way you communicate. For example, you seem to be wanting to offer an apology - but then you follow it up with "Whatever..." which makes it sound a lot less sincere.
  6. Tilted

    Prozac induced anhedonia apathy/motivational pssd

    As someone who also suffers from extreme anhedonia, I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear that you are experiencing this. I can't imagine anything more awful, and I can tell from your words that you are really in the depths of it. Definitely message me if you ever want to chat - I find it is one of the only things that sort of helps.
  7. Tilted

    "In My Garden"

    Wow JD, this really struck me. Those unexpected moments of despair and regret can come from anywhere, and the bittersweet memories sting.
  8. :hugs:You're not alone.  I'm sorry what you're going through. 

  9. Tilted

    Four years ago today

    Four years ago today I was hospitalized for the first time for severe panic. It seemed like a good idea at the time - and maybe it would've helped if it had happened earlier. But instead it ended up making things much, much worse. I was at a crossroads, and the path I chose (and/or was coerced) to take ended up turning what was a temporary crisis into a permanent one. Since then I have learned far more about depression, anhedonia and "treatment" than I would ever care to know. I am worse off now in every way than I was then, and I've lost hope for any sort of real recovery. I can't wait until this life is over.
  10. Hope you and the cats have an enjoyable Sunday

    1. JD4010


      Thanks, bro! I'm hanging out in the office because it's so blasted hot outside. Free air conditioning here, and no boss today.

      Hope you are having a decent Sunday as well.

  11. Good to catch up with you yesterday buddy

  12. Tilted

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Thanks JD. Sick, sick, sick.
  13. Tilted

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Coming up on the four year "anniversary" of the emotional collapse that turned me from a content human being into the suicidal wreck I am today. In some ways I am more functional now - I'm able to do some part-time work and I am better at hiding my distraught from others. But on a personal level I feel no better, and in many ways worse. My thoughts are with everyone who suffers from emotional dysfunction today and every day - it is appalling to me how this condition destroys lives and families.
  14. Tilted

    "Just be Happy"

    I can relate. Thanks for speaking your mind JD.
  15. Tilted

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8