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womanofthelight

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womanofthelight last won the day on August 27 2016

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About womanofthelight

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    Tornado Over Kansas Seeking Rainbow
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    Desert southwest, geology, getting paid for doing what I love, cultural anthropology, exercise, road trips, writing, reading, music, acting, teaching, meditation, (T.V. shows: Louie, Game of Thrones, The Leftovers, Homeland), movies, aliens. history

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  1. womanofthelight

    Fear of Showering

    No insurance or income. What country do you live in? If you live in the U.S., apply for Medicaid immediately. Go to a crisis care center and they may have the forms, or to a library if you have no computer, and apply online. Also, apply for SSDI. (Social Security Disability Insurance). You will more than likely be turned down, but once you are, a law firm will contact you (there must be lists of rejections that are of public record), work for you and GET IT FOR YOU. They will take their payment from your first check, and that will be the end of it. Please don't lose hope. This illness will tell you "you can't", but depression is a liar. Best to you, dear.
  2. womanofthelight

    3 Words Of The Moment

    Angry Afraid Tired
  3. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Like I wish life would just let me go.
  4. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    I feel like I have no courage.right now Where did it go? I want to hide under the covers all day.
  5. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    I understand completely, sweetie. I was talking just yesterday to my therapist about that. So glad about the news about your dad. Love, WOTL
  6. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Thank you, JD.
  7. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    . . . like I hope I come to an end on the operating table next week. Don't want to go on in this physical realm.
  8. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Song lyrics keep running through my head. "Goodbye" from the Netflix German T.V. series "Dark." (Group is Apparat) Please put me to bed And turn down the light Fold out your hands Give me a sign Hold down your lies Lay down next to me Don't listen when I scream Bury your doubts and fall asleep Find out: I was just a bad dream Let the bed sheet Soak up my tears And watch the only way out disappear Don't tell me why Kiss me goodbye for Neither ever, nor never Goodbye Neither ever, nor never Goodbye Neither ever, nor never Goodbye Goodbye
  9. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Thank you so much, Sophy. I'll check that out later today. My best to you -- WOTL
  10. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    235 days sober is AMAZING. I understand the compulsive nature of addiction (shopping, sugar), and congratulate you wholeheartedly on your success thus far; success I know you will continue to manifest!
  11. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Ohhhhhhhhh. How kind you are! And yes, unfortunately, the surgeon is a jerk.
  12. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    But he will recover, sweetie. Maybe this will give him a much-needed rest(?). You are a huge part of his current happiness, and he moved the desk for you because he loves you and wanted to help you. Hugs to to you, honey.
  13. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Thank you, dear. Just having a "Poor Me" moment.
  14. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Like a broken thing. The second back surgery has yielded no change in level or frequency of pain. Putting my second surgery back before my knee replacement surgery has left my right knee bone-on-bone and extremely painful when CRAWLING out of low cars (sedans, etc.), getting up from a seated position on any level. This neurologist is young and should not have made the promises he did. "I know I can help you." "My patients come out of surgery with 80-90% pain relief." "For how long?" I ask dazzled with hope. "For the rest of their lives." LIAR. I have no hope of a romantic relationship because men do not want a broken thing. I hate my life.
  15. womanofthelight

    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

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