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carukia

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  1.    carukia reacted to a post in a topic: The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)
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  12. How Do You Feel Today? #32

    carukia replied to Forum Admin's topic in One Step At A Time

    I feel exactly the same.
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  17. What's On Your Mind Right Now?

    carukia replied to Tungsten Aromatics's topic in The DF Water Cooler

    My stomach hurts from not having eaten anything for the last two days but I haven't got the motivation to get out of bed.
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  20. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    carukia replied to Lindsay's topic in The DF Water Cooler

    Thank you :)
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  22. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    carukia replied to Lindsay's topic in The DF Water Cooler

    Had a bad day today - didn't manage to get out of bed. I'm not looking forward to waking up tomorrow morning.

  23. Your Feelings In Single Words #4

    carukia replied to Lindsay's topic in The DF Water Cooler

    Empty
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  26. The Up All Night Thread Ha Ha

    carukia replied to Natasha1's topic in The DF Water Cooler

    I took my prescription to the pharmacy today and then completely forgot about it. So I don't think I'll be getting much sleep tonight.

  27. Songs with lyrics to help cope

    carukia replied to Jen Mill's topic in DEPRESSION CENTRAL

    Afterlife by Ingrid Michaelson
  28. Thank you.
  30. Dark grey
  31. Stephen Fry made a follow up documentary called The Not So Secret Life of the Manic Depressive: 10 Years On last year. It's available on YouTube.

  32. I'm scared of my emotions...

    carukia replied to Redemption's topic in Other Depressive Health Disorders

    Emotions can be terrifying, especially when it feels that they're getting out of control. Have you tried any kind of therapy to help you manage them?

  33. What Are You Doing? (9)

    carukia replied to Lindsay's topic in The DF Water Cooler

    Lying in bed. Haven't eaten or had anything to drink for nearly 24 hours.
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  36. Music.

    carukia replied to Irvingstears's topic in The DF Water Cooler

    I absolutely love listening to music but it's one of the first things I stop doing when I'm going in to a depressive phase. (I haven't listened to anything today). A more I can relate to more than anything is Alone (It's Not So Bad) but I am not Lefthanded. Lyrics below: It's not so bad alone. My fridge makes a noise, that let's me know I'm home. And the milk in my bones, says this isn't the darkest night I've known I know That this isn't the darkest night I've known I'd walk some miles to sleep But there's no where to run, and no lights on my street. And my shoe with the stone, says this isn't the darkest night I've known I know That this isn't the darkest night I've known And this is where I'll lie, this whole night The fire and the sigh, through no light This is where I'll hide. This is where I'll hide. It's not so bad alone The cracks in my wall, let me know I've grown And stronger winds have blown, and this isn't the darkest night I've known I know, That this isn't the darkest night I've known I know, That this isn't the darkest night I've known I know, That this isn't the darkest night I've known And this is where I'll lie, this whole night The fire and the sigh, through no light This is where I'll hide This is where I'll hide In silence I'm silent Rewriting, Untitled Half-lighted, Burn brighter In silence I'll lie And this is where I'll lie, This whole night The fire and the sigh, through no light This is where I'll hide This is where I'll hide