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carukia

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About carukia

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  • Birthday 09/23/1981

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    Merseyside, United Kingdom

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  1. How Do You Feel Today? #32

    I feel exactly the same.
  2. What's On Your Mind Right Now?

    My stomach hurts from not having eaten anything for the last two days but I haven't got the motivation to get out of bed.
  3. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Thank you :)
  4. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Had a bad day today - didn't manage to get out of bed. I'm not looking forward to waking up tomorrow morning.
  5. The Up All Night Thread Ha Ha

    I took my prescription to the pharmacy today and then completely forgot about it. So I don't think I'll be getting much sleep tonight.
  6. Songs with lyrics to help cope

    Afterlife by Ingrid Michaelson
  7. Stephen Fry made a follow up documentary called The Not So Secret Life of the Manic Depressive: 10 Years On last year. It's available on YouTube.
  8. I'm scared of my emotions...

    Emotions can be terrifying, especially when it feels that they're getting out of control. Have you tried any kind of therapy to help you manage them?
  9. What Are You Doing? (9)

    Lying in bed. Haven't eaten or had anything to drink for nearly 24 hours.
  10. Music.

    I absolutely love listening to music but it's one of the first things I stop doing when I'm going in to a depressive phase. (I haven't listened to anything today). A more I can relate to more than anything is Alone (It's Not So Bad) but I am not Lefthanded. Lyrics below: It's not so bad alone. My fridge makes a noise, that let's me know I'm home. And the milk in my bones, says this isn't the darkest night I've known I know That this isn't the darkest night I've known I'd walk some miles to sleep But there's no where to run, and no lights on my street. And my shoe with the stone, says this isn't the darkest night I've known I know That this isn't the darkest night I've known And this is where I'll lie, this whole night The fire and the sigh, through no light This is where I'll hide. This is where I'll hide. It's not so bad alone The cracks in my wall, let me know I've grown And stronger winds have blown, and this isn't the darkest night I've known I know, That this isn't the darkest night I've known I know, That this isn't the darkest night I've known I know, That this isn't the darkest night I've known And this is where I'll lie, this whole night The fire and the sigh, through no light This is where I'll hide This is where I'll hide In silence I'm silent Rewriting, Untitled Half-lighted, Burn brighter In silence I'll lie And this is where I'll lie, This whole night The fire and the sigh, through no light This is where I'll hide This is where I'll hide