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Everything posted by Jules19

  1. I agree that it sounds like you just need to shake up your routine a bit. It also could be that you are longing to accomplish something else in your life. It's great that you are successful at almost everything you try, but are those things what you truly want?
  2. Always remember that every accomplishment is important, no matter how small.
  3. Helly Gummyworm! I hope that you find the site helpful!
  4. I am sorry for being a failure. I am sorry for disappointing my friends & family. It's no wonder why most of them want nothing to do with me. They don't even think about me. How can I blame them? I am nothing. I'm not worthy of thought or consideration. To them I might as well be dead. I can barely even find the strength to come on this site. I wanted to help others so badly on here. I thought that I could. But I was wrong. I am too weak & pathetic. I complain too much and am bitter. I cannot help anyone. I am sorry to myself for turning into something I hate: a person filled with self pity. It disgusts me. I just want to sleep. I want peace. I don't want to dwell over my problems any longer. I am tired. I am sorry. If this post does nothing else, I hope at least someone will be able to relate & feel less alone.
  5. You probably feel tired from sleeping that long. Yes, you can feel tired from oversleeping. I know that I do. You should try to wake up 15 minutes earlier everyday until you get around 8-9 hours of sleep.
  6. I'm so sorry about your ex. Breakups are awful. It's really normal to grieve over a relationship, so don't feel guilty about that. Congrats on getting a degree! Since you haven't gotten a full time job yet, you need to look at ways of cutting down expenses so you can save more towards a car and student loans. Do you have any family members or friends to live with or take in as roommates? Your situation is not hopeless. You never know when you'll get a better job opportunity or find another girl to date. I hope that you find the forums helpful!
  7. You're not a useless, waste of flesh. Never think like that. Imagine how hurt your husband and cats would be if you were gone. It sounds like you want to find something to live for. Work and children aren't the only things in life. Well, work in a traditional sense of the 9-5 grind. Let's say you enjoy drawing. Draw everyday. Share your finished works with others on a blog. This is one way of working. Or you could spend your days chatting on here, giving hopeful messages to others. There are ways of working that don't involve a boss or office. I'm really sorry that you've had so many health problems, but it's great that you survived and are still here. I hope that you find the forums helpful!
  8. You could always change that. Reading is one of the easiest hobbies to get into. I'm sorry that you have no support system. When I want to vent, I post on here. I've tried other sites and forums, but they just haven't been as supportive or moderated. I hope that you find some support on here. That's what this site is meant for.
  9. I was going to post something like this but you've already put it much better than I would have. I totally agree with this! Personally, my struggles & depression have caused me to grow stronger. It has also made me more empathetic.
  10. Hello, MrHelloKitty! I hope that you find the site helpful!
  11. Hello! I think that you would find the Lexapro & Zoloft most helpful. You should definitely post your concerns in there. Welcome to the site!
  12. OH my I am so sorry about your husband. Although I have never been through something like that, my mother was. She survived it, & so can you! Remember that. I hope that you find the site helpful!
  13. I am also introverted & individualistic. I am naturally analytical, but I've trained myself to not overthink things & to just do them. You have to learn how to not care what the world expects of you. Find out what you want & what makes you effective, and go for it.
  14. I totally disagree with the idea that life is over after school. Now that I have graduated, I have never felt more free. Although my life is not perfect, I am able to choose what I want to do. School felt like prison for me. Life doesn't have to be just "moaning on the internet". You need to write down some goals you would like to accomplish, & then work towards fulfilling them. Try to bring something positive into the world.
  15. If you like night clubs, you should definitely go! I personally don't know what's appealing about night clubs, but to each their own.
  16. Hello, Dodie! Welcome to the site! I'm very sorry that you are dealing with situational depression. I hope that you find some comfort by posting on here!
  17. Welcome to the site! I hope that you find it helpful!
  18. Yes, I can do it again. Maybe you will too someday.
  19. It sounds like you're worrying too much about expectations. Live your life the way you want, as long as it's not hurting anybody. That is liberation.
  20. I understood & read everything you said. Sorry that you are feeling so isolated from your classmates. Maybe you should consider joining forums that involve manga, goth culture, & video games. Then you can chat with people that have the same interests. Please don't feel worthless. If you go around seeking people that will treat you badly, it'll just make you feel worse. You have value & worth, even if you are different from other people. I'm glad that you joined the site. There's lots of great people on here!
  21. Thank you for your support! I'm sorry that you are going through something similar. Yes I do get physically exhausted. Thank you for sharing. Hope everyone is doing ok.
  22. I am so exhausted from fighting everyday, from struggling just to survive. I've been working so hard that I've barely found time to come onto this site. I don't even know how I have the strength to type this. I was improving for several months, but now I've just broken down. I know that one day I'll get back up, but for now I'm feeling very low & miserable. I wanted to share this because I know that many of you are also feeling exhausted. I don't know how I'll get out of this rut, but I know that I've done it before, so I can do it again. Maybe I'm just looking for some reassurance, or somebody who is going through the same thing. Sorry if this is jumbled. I'm exhausted both physically & mentally. Thanks for reading.
  23. I am so glad that I found a place like this. I have tried other depression forums, but found them unhelpful, with many of the people just spreading negativity. I appreciate everyone who participates on here. Your comments really help. You're such strong people for wanting to help others while battling depression. Thank you all.
  24. Yay! You've been infected by the Cramps haha I used to be obsessed with Nirvana, so it's always cool to discover a song by them. Thanks!
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