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About Hazzy

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  • Birthday 08/05/1988

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    Tokyo Central
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    Food, Anime, Manga, Vikings TV series, and pretty much anything that helps me 'get away' from this crappy world we live in.

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  1. @IMS, thank you for the reply. Depression can definitely feel like a black hole, and entity that tries to swallow you. I'm glad you had someone to help get you out of the rough time.
  2. I've gone 2 days without showering.I know this may sound gross to some, but when depression hits me hard, I don't shower every single day. Sometimes getting out of bed is the hardest thing to do. I hope I'm not the only on who deals with this.
  3. Well I can say the first part of your post sounds I wrote it. The part about career, school, and health problems. I did graduate a two program in college, but it hasn't resulted in a job in that field though, and it cost money to keep the credential I've earned. I did fill out my Fafsa this year, but I have no clue what I want to go to school for. And I've had a couple major health setbacks in the past month. About your family moving in, do you feel like there is a way you can set boundaries so you don't feel so trapped in your own home? If not, then maybe your safe space could be somewhere out of the house? I've experienced suicidal thoughts before and it was terrifying. If it gets worse, please call your local crisis line, that has saved my life in the past. Hang in there, things will get better, it just doesn't feel like it right now.
  4. New Member

    Welcome to the forum Gomezaddams1951. I think you will find this helpful, there are lot's of topics and people here. It has helped me, and I have depression and panic disorder.
  5. I feel alone.

    It sounds like you have gone above and beyond to repair family relationships from the past because you want a healthy loving family. It's disheartening when no one takes notice of your thoughtfulness. I've had similar experiences with family, but over time I've learned I'm not responsible for their happiness or any old grudges they may hold. That's good that you were going to talk groups, is there anyway you can start doing that again? I know the feeling of wanting to stay inside and not deal with people or the world, but getting out of the house really does help. Hang in there :)
  6. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I feel tired, exhausted, lonely, and craving some sort of human touch. For example, a hug, or someone to brush my hair, or a lap to lay in. Sounds silly I know, but that is how I feel.
  7. Night Owls

    On 'good nights' I would say midnight or 1am, ( I have to be up at 7:30am) However, on the 'bad' nights it can be as late as 2:30 or 3am.
  8. Thank you for responding Zanmorian, I am stressed right now, and at first I was thinking maybe it's that, but this has persisted for a a few days :( I do have an appointment scheduled with the doctor, and she said it could possibly be a dye in the pill levothyroxine that I'm taking for my thyroid. I do take hydroxyzine for the itching, but I really hope this clears up soon. It's encouraging to know I'm not the only one who has been through this.
  9. Has anyone experienced sudden and or frequent itchy/needles on the skin feeling on their body? I'm having this experience and having a really hard time with it. It started a couple days ago with intense itchy and now feels like needles poking me all over. I've changed, soaps, detergents, ect. and nothing seems to work. I take hydroxyzine and that helps for a while but then it comes back. I don't know if I'm possibly allergic to my thyroid medication ( the new pill I'm taking is blue so maybe it's the dye) or if this is due to depression and or anxiety? Anyone else have this experience? Any advice will help thank you!
  10. What do you do?

    Yes it does, and I use that too lol. But for me, it's the lesser of the bad behaviors.
  11. What do you do?

    I've been prescribed something called Hydroxyzine of Atrax, it's an antihistamine, but it does help my anxiety and does help me sleep when I take higher doses. It's not addicting, and you can take high doses, maybe you can ask your provider for something like that. One time I had to take a pill everyday for a week because things were so stressful and the anxiety was so bad. Hope this information helps. Hang in there.
  12. Am I crazy?

    I know this was posted a while ago, and I do hope you're feeling better now. I can identify with a few things you say; I've never heard voices either, but was afraid I might, and I've questioned reality while knowing things were real. I would look up what Teddy545 suggested as its very common, and you're not alone in what you're experiencing. Hang in there :)
  13. Solar eclipse

    Honestly, I was hoping the eclipse would 'get stuck,' and leave us in darkness for a day or two. Just to see what would happen to society, and see what kind of anarchy would break out. But, alas, it came and went.
  14. What is your apocalyptic fantasy?

    There can be peace in solitude. I understand that.
  15. What is your apocalyptic fantasy?

    Ha ha I like that! Sometimes I go through so much, and feel so out of place, I figure I MUST be from somewhere else.