WhiteFallenAngel

-Sorry of this is in the wrong section- So I have a question Whenever someone talks about depression, self harm, etc. I start shaking uncontrollably. My whole body starts shaking. I don't really feel cold, but sometimes I feel hot. This especially happens when my best friend tells me about how depressed she's been feeling, or that she's been cutting OR if I have to tell someone about what's going on with me (depression, self harm, etc.) I shake to the point where my core starts hurting, and the next day I'm sore like I just had a workout or something. Does anyone know what's going on? Does this happen to anyone else?

Does anyone else feel super guilty when they talk about their depression? Here's my story: So back in about June, I told my mom about my depression. She took me in to talk to some guy so he could prescribe stuff. But I just felt super guilty telling my mom, and telling the guy. I felt guilty telling my bestfriend too. So now I feel like I can't tell anyone. I even have a hard time really typing this. My mom doesn't know I'm depressed anymore because about in July it got a lot easier. It didn't really go away, but it made me not feel so down. And about last month it slowly started coming back. I want to tell people, but at the same time I hate the feeling and I don't want to.. Does anyone have an explanation for this or maybe even feeling the same way?

I called the vet and he's going to be okay. It's not life threatening, I just need to keep it clean. So now my worries are at ease. Thanks for your kind words guys (:

There is an emergency vet for rats, but I do not trust them anymore.. I hope he makes it through the night

~I don't know if this is the right forum to put this in, but uh yeah.~ So I've been depressed for almost a year now, different reasons really, but tonight something big happened and I really need help. So one of my rats has a cancer, maybe a tumor on his tail. It's about the size of a marble, and it's black. Well tonight it burst open, and black stuff came out (It looked like black ink) I'm really worried I might lose him tonight. I don't have a 24 hour vet for him, so I'll have to wait for morning. I lost one of my rats 4 months ago to heart failure, and I don't know if I can handle another death. He's getting old, but he's always been so lively until tonight.. I've been crying and I just hope he makes it..but at the moment I just to self harm and I can't get it off my mind..

Hello everyone, I'm new here. I'm 14 and I've been dealing with depression for a full year now. I've taken meds, but they don't seem to help. I just want to be able to talk with people who know how I feel, and maybe give me advice. Hopefully I'll have a positive experience on here (: