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About OhneDich

  • Birthday 05/22/1997

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  1. I will try to talk to her. I fear being rejected.
  2. I used to have very bad depression and I recently somewhat got over it with the help of Prozac. Recently I started to talk to my crush at school and she is a shy nice girl. She talks very softly and is polite. I added her on facebook before we started talking in person. We had a conversation on facebook and the next day coincidentally I got put in a group alone with her. She laughed at my jokes and I was surprised because she said she remembered talking to me on facebook. Anyway I keep thinking about her and I said hey to her on facebook and she hasn't replied for 2 days. It is driving me crazy because I don't know if she is ignoring me or if she is just too busy. I have been losing a lot of sleep over worrying about losing any chance with her. I feel so lonely and I like this girl so much but it drives me insane when women don't reply to me. She smiles at me and still waves to me at school but I don't know what to think. Is she ignoring me or what? This bothers me so much because she is so amazing and interesting. I am so tired of being alone all the time I want someone to share my life with. I need someone to help me and the company of friends and family doesn't help with my loneliness. I am so confused on the signs she is giving me. I can't tell if she is uninterested in me or is trying to get a reaction out of me. Please help. Also please don't say she isn't worth it or try to tell me I should move on because it isn't that easy.
  3. I am so so sorry for what has happened to you. That is something no one should have to go through. I am still young and this was my first true love. I have lots of friends but I just look at how they all have someone they love and I have no one. It makes me know how she was the only woman (other than family) who has cared about me.
  4. I have never lost anyone before, especially someone I loved this much. I don't think there are any options left
  5. Ever since I started to think about "her" again my depression feels like it is almost back. I feel like I am dying, like I'm not real. I can't stand this loneliness anymore. Ever since I lost her I have been very depressed. I have been alone for 4 years already. I loved her more than anything and I hate myself for losing her. She was the most amazing woman I have ever met. Now she is gone and the only person I could relate to is gone. I miss feeling loved by someone else. Ever since I lost her I rarely talk. I never feel happy and find little pleasure in doing things. I never enjoy anything. I just want to go back. I can't take this loneliness anymore. Please help.
  6. I know I am just so lonely and want someone I can love and relate to. I hav e heard of meetup.com before but I don't know if I can trust people.
  7. A lot of my classes in high school have a lot of loud and annoying people, Some quiet people that don't talk kind of like me, and than there are the really popular people that keep to their own group of friends. There aren't very many bullies in my school but I wouldn't know because I am pretty big and not many people are going to mess with me. I don't mean big as in fat by the way.
  8. I can't find anyone though. I try to find other people that I can relate to but they all do some type of drugs. I don't do drugs.
  9. I don't know just go out and do random things out in the city. I don't have a car or I would go and do that stuff anyway.
  10. I loved her so much and now she is gone. I do nothing out of school since I have no friends or anything.
  11. Okay. I have had depression since I was a little kid. My parents got divorced when I was about 3 or 4. I basically grew up without a father. I moved houses twice after that and I had no friends at any school I went to. When I was a kid I was very lonely and had no one to talk to. I moved elementary schools three times and on the last school I was bullied by one of the teachers. When I was alone with her she would tell how I will fail at life. I got into middle school and 7th grade went okay but in 8th I met a girl and I had a simple crush on her at first, but once I got to know her and found out how amazing she was I knew I loved her. I missed so many opportunities with her because I was too stupid to realize what could have been. She wanted me to walk to her house with her but for some reason I was such an ***** and turned her down because I had to leave. I am pretty sure she liked me as well and I would have asked her out but I was afraid to get hurt. The school year was over and they moved 9th grade into high school. We ended up going to different high schools. I never got any way to contact her. I ended up losing my dream woman. She was so amazing and I would give anything to see her again. Now I am in High school and I have no friends and no one even trys to talk to me. Those last two reason are the main reason why I am so depressed right now. Without her I cannot be...
  12. I was really confident about two weeks ago but then I got really depressed again.
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