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Milky Marvin

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  1. I wonder what group of rats get to captain the sinking ship for the next two years?
  2. Uncooperative people, especially when they are in a position to make things difficult for you. The people at my doctor’s office keep stressing me out over my doctor needing to fill out a form so I can finally get my permit.
  3. Picking myself up off the floor. I had a nice 2 hour walk this morning.
  4. I hagte lite alcohol. I got 3 1/2 beers in me and I don't feel nothing. All I got is gas.
  5. Drinking and watching cartoons. Adventure Time or My Little Pony hmmmmm
  6. Every drop of alchohol in the house
  7. I am going to have to listen to this women for the rest of my life. arghhhh
  8. I am trying to lose weight. It sounds like you have a pretty good idea of what works for you. I like steamed veggies and fruits. I was once at 230lbs but over several years I have ballooned all the way up to 306lbs, my main issue is that I binge eat far too often and ruin whatever positive progress I make. Thanks for the kind words.
  9. Right now I feel about powerless to change my situation regarding my weight. I am making slow progress in other areas but I have had a horrible time trying to keep my eating habits under control. For about 4 days I was doing a great job of eating right and exercising and then everything just fell apart. I lost and gained a pound in the course of seven days, highly discouraging. I wish I could get myself out of the house more often but I cannot drive yet and don't have a bicycle or anything so I am stuck at home most of the time with my negative thoughts and I usually treat that with food unfortunately. Falling off the wagon has been me in a huge rut. I slept through the last 3 or 4 days and messed up my circadian rhythm up again so I struggle to sleep at night and stay up throughout the day. Spending Halloween alone shot up my spirits as well. I really need to find a job of some sort to help occupy my time because being stuck at the house all day is horribly unhealthy for me. Not only that but even a crappy job would be a big help towards me keeping my finances in order. I had paid off a small portion of my credit card debt but ended up eating it all away by grabbing meals at local restaurants. Now I have doctors appointments and medication to pay for and my bills are coming up yet again. I can't blame anyone but myself for my inability to control my spending, I think I need to start just carrying a small amount of spending money with me and keep the card at home because I always manage to spend more than I originally intended when I have it on me. Well, its November first so I guess I have another opportunity to start over and have a positive month for a change. I am just sick of always falling so short of what I want to do and falling back into my old habits over and over again.
  10. My mom bless her heart does the same damn thing and It drives me nuts. I think it has more to do with her not knowing what to say and just reverting back to concerned mom behavior whenever I act a little irritable but its still annoying.
  11. I think most people that go into management get off on being able to shove people around. I have had similar experience with these types myself. I share a similar train of thought, I rather be a bum and beg for change than have some Pvt. First Class wage slave try and treat me like garbage its just not happening. I don't have the time for it.
  12. Gosh I am so sorry to hear this! I hope that your dog turns out to be a ok. Hopefully he or she just ate something nasty and will get over it soon in the next few days. *hugs*
  13. I hate it when people leave a dirty kitchen and you have to go behind them and clean it up.
  14. I am proud of the fact that I have been taking much better care of myself over the last few days.
  15. Also, you don't see obnoxious ad's for Public Transit plastered all over the television. I could seriously go without ever hearing Denis Leary's voice for the rest of my life.
  16. Honestly, I am only going to get a car because I live in a rural area. Having lived in Seattle and hung around DC a bunch public transportation is awesome. It's too bad all the car companies killed the electric lines back in the day, I would like to go back in time and slap some of those dudes around. Cars drool buses rule.
  17. I am proud of the fact that I took an 8 mile walk to the bank and got a yummy fish dinner!
  18. I have had it for as long as I can remember. Even before the bullying started I was a very shy and withdrawn child.
  19. I am not a believer but I offer my hope and support for you.
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