I have realized over the past few years that I do enjoy making other people happy, even if that means overloooking my needs or feelings in life. At first, it made me feel like a better person to want to better others, but now it is just so taxing and I don't even know what makes me really happy anymore. I feel as if the whole gaming ordeal is just a way to pass the time until the next day. I am able to live the life of someone or something else for those few hours a night virutally, and forget about my problems, only to have them come right back the next day. I have had many people ask me what makes me happy, or what do I want to do in life, and I just don't know anymore. @Unsure119 I can relate to this a lot the feelings of what makes me truly happy. I myself don't know no more. I do however help others a lot and make there days. In a way it helps me but not all the time. Might take me more time to find my happiness or joy of life.