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Twilight Sky

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  1. Defeated. This was the place where I had met the woman that would eventually become my wife, but that ended last year.
  2. "Am I going to lose another gram of weight" *checks weight* yep..
  3. I think Michael Bay relies waaaaay too much on explosions and visual effects. That said, I saw Transformers: The Last Knight. The movie itself takes on myths and then combines them with the story..which made NO sense to me, though I did like a certain something appearing in the movie. But yeah, lots of explosions, death death death, and Optimus Prime pretty much being the "Goku" of this movie series in that, he only shows up after everyone has either been killed or got their ***** kicked. Which is contrast to the cartoon series, where he's always there.
  4. I lie to myself everyday when I tell myself things will change. When I know they wont. And I lie to myself when I tell myself I want to stick with this. When I know I don't. And it's just getting worse and worse, and talking solves nothing. Nothing.. I am slowly on my way out of this and I almost don't care how it happens.
  5. They actually didn't want to hire him. It's a run-around that jobs, especially in america, are well known for. Worst ones(which I've experienced) is actually getting hired and not being paid for 4 weeks. That isn't the usual "week and a whole" thing either. They did him a favor not hiring him. He probably would have been in a bad working environment anyway.
  6. Well, by not denying it, yes I am a burden..
  7. I am no longer going to keep lying to myself that I'm all ok with this. My help is not wanted, my advice is not heeded, and I'm being prevented to talk to certain people.. I am not going to sit well with watching things just "crumble" when I know I can change that. Consider this my last post on DF.
  8. I'm going to say, nobody here asked for their problems. You can't just.. get rid of it right then and there because someone wants you to. If only it were that simple..think we would have all done that already.
  9. Uncertain future, with no positive thoughts about it.
  10. Indeed I am aware of the comments towards women, and consider myself a bit of a "friendly feminist"(if that makes sense), I have been down that road myself and know what it can do to a man. Yeah guys, it's not the way. Pull yourselves out.
  11. I will respectfully caution you on your way of thinking: Now I am waving a white flag here and not "attacking" you. Just that if you want to get anywhere with women, don't over extend your opinion of your self worth. Basically it sounds like in being with you, the relationship would be about you. It can't work that way.
  12. Wont make any difference.. once pulled from her child, a new kind of hell begins..
  13. Sometimes I feel like airlines try real hard to make you miss connecting flights, so you end up paying the airline more money..
  14. I feel like something crazy always happens on these forums when I go away for awhile.
  15. Thankfully, love and happiness doesn't exactly work the way one might expect. Just having that person is more than enough to carry them through the day. So even though you are not there physically, emotionally is just as powerful. No need to trade places. You're still making it easier. If it were the way we expect, I don't think any relationship would work.
  16. Indeed but reality can be a causative agent for depression.
  17. We're not doctors, we can only help each other to a point. This place has helped me in a rather large way, one of them being, it lets me know that I'm not alone in fighting Depression, and honestly depression can make you feel like you're all by yourself, like no one else can understand you. But we understand you.
  18. Well let's see. If I don't count the relationships that did not last longer than 6 months, I was single all my life til I was 27. I can say without a doubt it hurt A LOT more when that one ended and I didn't re-enter another relationship til I was well into my 30s. The first few years of being back to single was a nightmare. Comparing it to the years where I was wholly alone, I would have rather been still experiencing "those days" at that time. And yes, not thinking about it does work. It's not working for you because you have made having a relationship a requirement to feel valid among society. Even more so that you have added a specific age where it "must happen" or "all is lost". The "40yr old virgin" is just a running gag thought of up from a bunch of college morons who bang every chick on campus and contract every STD known to man. It's peer pressure that doesn't need to be thrown around. Most mature people will tell you do not rush into it, especially women. And it's not easy finding the right one either. So say you FINALLY get that relationship you wanted. Then you realize this person is annoying to be around, or you start having clashes. You're going to start having doubt and guess what else will follow? Feelings of disappointment and it will be enhanced by the feeling that you "waited so long for someone, only to not have it work out". I been there a few times(but again not counting earlier ones that did not last long). So thinking too heavily on it and making it your sole goal to accomplish is certainly setting yourself up for failure. I would not be saying these things to you if I had not been through it myself. While I am in a relationship now, I am speaking to you as someone that has been where you are and remembers it all. I KNOW how it feels and I KNOW how it hurts, but I know how such longing can turn you into an even more undesirable person. You lose sight of yourself and other things that are important.
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