It's been 4 years I've been struggling with depression&anxiety...but I didn't realize this till less than a year ago. The biggest struggle for me at this point in my life is finding the strength to get out of bed and go to school. I cry and panic and feel sick...I feel so alone in this because all my family and friends tell me to just deal with it and buckle down...but somehow I feel like I can't. I'm spiraling fast and I don't want to keep going like this but I don't know how to turn it all around...