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legacy6364

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  1. I know the feeling. Being forever damned to walk the line of two worlds. One of lustrous luminous aspirations, and the other of disheartening obscurity. A spawn trapped in the fabrics of reality. Reaching for a world without sight. Screaming without a voice upon deaf ears. The only thing one can do is create meaning and purpose. Then act to validate that meaning and purpose.
  2. Don't confuse being nice with being a good. Being nice will make you a victim. You can be a good person without letting someone cross your line. It's better to be disliked by some for who you are, than loved by many for something you're not. Everyone is a bad guy in someone else's mind. Don't misunderstand me, I'm not suggesting you walk around being an asshole. 😂
  3. It bothers me some what, but usually push it to the back of my head really quick. To me Valentine’s Day is nothing more than a pseudo, designed to validate an illusion of importance. You don't need someone to be happy, and you don't need someone to feel complete. On top of that, so many confuse love with infatuation.
  4. I'm 28 years old and am suffering from Major Depressive Disorder. I've been taking Prozac for about a month and a half now and it's helped a little. It hasn't taken my depression away, but it does prevent me from hitting rock bottom. But there's a catch. I barely have any libido. Even if I can "rise to the occasion", I can't finish. How the hell can I be in a sexual relationship if I don't have will and drive to have sex? I feel I am forever damned to walk the line of two worlds. One of lustrous luminous aspirations, and the other of disheartening obscurity. A spawn trapped in the fabrics of reality. Reaching for a world without sight. Screaming without a voice upon deaf ears. A loser. Any advice would be much appreciated.
  5. I haven't deleted my profiles but I don't use them much if at all any more. Not only was it addictive, but it also showed me how vain, cruel, and ignorant most people are. It was an unstable bridge that brought across mostly negativity. So I decided to burn that bridge. I'd rather scream without a voice upon death ears then be tangled in the webs of disheartening obscurity.
  6. I can relate. I feel like an aggregation of hopelessness and despair. All of my power is inconsequential for I desire most. To be loved.
  7. I am forever damned to walk the line of two worlds. One of lustrous luminous aspirations, and the other of disheartening obscurity. A spawn trapped in the fabrics of reality. Reaching for a world without sight. Screaming without a voice upon deaf ears.
  8. I don't think it's right or wrong. It's no point in going in if you can't preform your duties. If you can't preform your duties then you shouldn't be working. But if your're not working then you can't support yourself. It's a terrible cycle to be trapped in, and I wish the government and laws took this disability more serious.
  9. I feel like it's impossible for everything to be alright for me. To me the mind is just like the body. If it's damaged bad enough it will never operate correctly. Don't get me wrong, I wish every one a better life, but it's too late for me.
  10. I can relate. I have no friends, no family, no significant other. Even if I did i'd probably just push them away in an effort to protect them from my darkness.
  11. My anger keeps my depression at bay. It motivates me to do something. Yet at the same time my depression keeps my anger at bay. It prevents me from going to far. Which leaves me in a state of limbo and frustration.
  12. It is truly remarkable how something as simple as the right words in an opportune moment can change the perception of an entire mind. Words are far more than tools of communication. They can shine light through the darkness of our minds. They can whisper through the winds of chaos and despair. They can douse the flames of terror. Words provoke action. Actions bestow means to meaning. And for those voracious enough, enunciation of truth.
  13. It makes perfect sense to me. I don't find it weird at all.
  14. My mind is a bit of a paradox. I feel anyone who likes me would consequently respect me. However, I feel anyone who respects me may not be acting on legitimate sentiment, but instead social conformity. I try to respect everybody for one reason only, because I don't know what path they have walked. What they've been through, what they've done. To me respect is nothing more than a door, used to distinguish allies from my enemies. And yet when someone disrespects me I feel it is a personal attack on the very essence of who and what I am. And it can not go uncorrected. ...........So I guess I choose to be respected. 😅
  15. I'm 27, and I don't have any emotional support. No friends, no family, no significant other. I've been on my own since I was 15, and my depression has gotten worst and worst from there. Joining the military and going to war definitely didn't help.
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