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Wisteria

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  1. Gareth Emery & Standerwick - Saving Light (feat. HALIENE) ''I'm here Where endless meets the end Do you see me? I'm hidden here again Your whispers found its way Calling me to stay I'm standing at the edge But something always brings me back All the voices in my head Reminding of what I have If I fall tonight You can bring me back to life If I fall tonight You can be my saving light You can be my saving light You can be my saving light You can be my saving light You're here Like lightning in my veins Now they see me And they'll never be insane Your whisper found its way Calling me to stay You can be my saving light I'm standing at the edge But something always brings me back All the voices in my head Reminding of what I have...''
  2. Gareth Emery & Standerwick - Saving Light (feat. HALIENE)
  3. Aw thanks but it's ok, I will be ok. :)
  4. I survived last night and all the other nights before that.
  5. I need to find ways to calm be down.
  6. Foggy mind today...
  7. Jut sleeping, I went to sleep at 5 am last night because so scared, then finally fell asleep...
  8. I never thought that it would have happened... One or two weeks ago, I felt really restless when going to sleep, anxious, worried... Then suddenly I felt really weak, hard to breathe so I drank some juice because I thought that my blood sugar is low or that I haven't maybe eaten enough food? Well, that wasn't the case.. I tried to calm down but then suddenly I felt very very dizzy, almost fainting and heart beating way too fast (apparently heart rate was 160 for few minutes when the ambulance came and took the ekg) so I called an ambulance. That has NEVER happened to me before, even not in other panic attacks some years ago. I haven't had panic attacks for many years, so why now? Too many stressful things happening at the same time? Well, they didn't find anything wrong with me when being in the ER so I could go back home after few hours. It was so scary... I felt like I was going to pass out or lose control of my own body, so freaking scary. I wasn't sleeping well because of the pains for few days, then stress because now unemployed etc. and health worries etc. maybe caused it? Now every time I go to sleep, I am scared. :( I got another panic attack last night...
  9. Thank you, sober. Sadly it's a chronic painful disease... :(
  10. When can't sleep even if so overly tired.
  11. Too exhausted always
  12. I'm so tired of my physical health issues, probably have to postpone the surgery and need to call a doctor again. So much pain... I cried three hours yesterday, which is not normal for me to cry for so long... I'm such a mess.
  13. I tried different avatars but nothing seems right, lol...
  14. Health issues... :/ More on the physical health side. Aww, thank you.
  15. So exhausted. These past two weeks have been really busy and a bit crazy in all that hurrying.
  16. Never tasted it, but it looks good! (the boxty, not the chicken fish xD ). Lmao!! :D I wonder where I can catch one of those too.
  17. LOL, I've to try it someday! It sounds so funny as a food's name, though. Basically it means... Kala = fish / kukko = rooster. :D Fish rooster! Hmm, boxty! I need to do some googling now...
  18. Thank you, Mikayla! ♥ You're right... I've heard some of those before, but it's ok to hear them again. Just for reminder. :) Yes, how we feel inside affects to outside, our bodies too. Mind and body are strongly linked together unconsciously. Maybe just have to heal the mind first, so then body will follow it and heal faster when mind is in better condition too.
  19. It's important to be honest with yourself, even if the world would ''not like'' it, since in the end we can only be ourselves and no one else than you. Who cares what the world thinks? You do YOU.
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