I'm in a situation where I'm very depressed. I'm alone almost 24/7. I do go to a youth activity center three times a week, but I have not been able to make friends. And I don't know what to do with friends anyway. It's like the only thing is to get super drunk to have a good time in this country. I don't like drinking.
I have almost no interests. That's a huge part of why I'm depressed.
I have been thinking about going to a foreign country. I was planning a trip, but then a huge storm struck there so I'm not so sure. I am gonna go somewhere, but I don't know where. The people I was in contact with from that country aren't responding.
Basically I'm gonna maybe try to stay in the country I'll travel to if I like it there. But it is gonna be hard to get longer residence, so maybe I'm gonna have to travel back to my original country where I'm depressed as hell. I'm gonna have to live with my parents for at least a while in that case.
So like I don't know why I'm writing this even. It just seems like a hopeless situation for me. Advice or anything else is appreciated.