neverquit442

Sorry for such the late responce, been extremly busy lately. Thanks for all the replies, it feels good knowing that I just don't have this "cycle" of it at least. The huge gap is just what concerned me and the ratio of good to bad. If it was the opposite way I wouldn't care! Haha. I have written them down before and tried to discover the triggers but sometimes when I'm doing nothing at all or even having a blast it's like the ball gets knocked off and here we go again lol. I tried citalopram before for about a month or 2, but then stopped. Didn't really feel a difference but should of stuck with it. But I guess I'll stop procrastinating and talk to a doctor. I know time varys with everybody and it may not be the right meds but 2HeadedBoy, do you remember how long it took to see the effects? Thats great to hear by the way, glad for you

Hey guys this is my first post on this forum but have been on others for a while. I'm 21 years old and have been dealing with derpression probably since about middle school or so. I never knew what It was until I got older and it really started to bother me I'm tired physically and mentally of it. The question I am wondering is if anybody else has expirenced the same depression pattern as I have? I am happy, myself, talk to women, depression is literally gone and love life for a couple to a few days out of the month. Have expirenced up to about a week at one point. All in a row by the way. But always, I feel myself slowly start to sink back down into the cycle sometime, try to fight it but no matter what it always come back. I understand people have depression cycles but any related to this? I've searched and searched but haven't found anything related. I want to figure out what type of depression I have and what I can do to get rid of it. Any info really appreciated thanks.