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GoldenEve

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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Epictetus in How Do You Feel Today? #32   
    Not sure how I feel, sort of anxious for the last tree months I'm on anti-depressant 20mg citalopram, it help a little bit but... my husband had a surgery before Christmas to remove a 5 centimetre tumor in his bladder which we learn last week was cancerous.  He will need to undergo treatments at the hospital, I said it before and keep saying it today I rather be sick myself than having one of my family members being sick. 
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from quentin360 in Write A Future Note To Yourself To Be Read At A Certain Time.   
    I'm so sorry desperados that you have feeling of emptiness, I hope that you are receiving proper treatment either therapy or medication to help you regain joy in you life .  I also wish that it will be way before August 8, 2015 you deserve to be happy as soon as possible.
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Fizzle in Others With Ptsd?   
    Hi ladies and gentleman,
    I have suffered strongly from PSTD for quite a while. In my case it was flashback of the night when I had a car accident. The car accident was partially my fault; I shouldn’t not being driving that night. I just had a huge argument with my mother who was very controlling and verbally abusive. I was in rage and new that I needed to get the hell out of there. I was driving way to fast without thinking where I was going and end up in a ditch and woke up from a coma 3 weeks after in the hospital still fighting for my life and the physical and psychological rehabilitation took me about two very hard long years. Sometime I still do have flashback of that night which happens when I was 19, I now soon to turn 53. Now I’m more able to control PSTD, it’s not easy but doable. I would say that there is no particular secret to overcome PSTD in time and with help of good therapists; you learn to be able to deal with it and to let go of the bad memories that can poison you brain.
    I invite you all to click on this link http://counsellingresource.com/lib/therapy/self-help/emotional-memory/ you will find on this website lots of information on how to gain a positive way to manage your memories.

    I wish you all the best and hope that you will found ways of keeping your brain happy.
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Fizzle in Not Being Able To Ask For Help.   
    Personally for me growing up I had to rely on myself my mother wasn't supportive and very abusive mentally and verbally. I quite sure that she was in big denial over the fact that she had also a mental disease, I would guess bipolar. My father and only big brother wasn't quite present even when they were sort of speak. I needed to help myself because nobody else would. All my life I felt that I didn't belong until of course I meet my loving partner Dan, it's probably a big reason that I said in one of my post that recently I have a sort of PSTD very scared that he would die before I do, I would have nobody to turn to and trust.
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from hocico in Just Checking To See If You Would Like A Doughnut- :-)   
    Hi screenman,
          When you ask if we would like one, you do mean a box of twelve doughnuts  right?  How can anyone eat only one, not me Hi! Hi!  Ok diet, I'm pushing you aside for now.
      
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from duck in What Languages Do You Speak Or Would Like To Learn?   
    My native language is French et oui je parle français c'est ma langue maternelle, and of course I speak english and also spanish. I also speak with my hands a lot and also with my eyes i've been told, if that counts.
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Wisteria in Your Feelings In Single Words #4   
    Anxious, just want to come home and curl up with my dogs. 
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Hertz in What's Your Dream Job?   
    The job that I dream every night is RETIREMENT
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from mulberrypie in Your Feelings In Single Words #4   
    Anxious, just want to come home and curl up with my dogs. 
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Camellia in Your Feelings In Single Words #4   
    Anxious, just want to come home and curl up with my dogs. 
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Camellia in Hug The Person Above You Thread   
    ((((( Feeling_lost )))))
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Wisteria in The Power Of Hugging   
    I just love to be hug and give hug as well, here are some hugs for anyone who needs it.
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from womanofthelight in Did You Accomplish Anything Today? Anything At All? If So, Post Here!   
    Getting out of my comfy bed was quite an achievement, going to work was another huge achievement so... Do I get an award. 
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from feeling_lost in Hug The Person Above You Thread   
    ((((( Feeling_lost )))))
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from mulberrypie in Hug The Person Above You Thread   
    ((((( Feeling_lost )))))
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from highanxiety in 3 Words Of The Moment   
    Where's my bed  Zzzzz.......
    Need a pillow
    I'm so tired
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Dolphin2013 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I tried to avoid his visit all week-end but unfortunately, there he was right in my face when I woke up this morning, is there a way to get rid of you, Monday.  FRIDAY where the heck are you please come quick to my rescue.  So... to properly answer the question on how to I feel .
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from NeatFreakmom in Did You Accomplish Anything Today? Anything At All? If So, Post Here!   
    Getting out of my comfy bed was quite an achievement, going to work was another huge achievement so... Do I get an award. 
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I tried to avoid his visit all week-end but unfortunately, there he was right in my face when I woke up this morning, is there a way to get rid of you, Monday.  FRIDAY where the heck are you please come quick to my rescue.  So... to properly answer the question on how to I feel .
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from salparadise6132 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I tried to avoid his visit all week-end but unfortunately, there he was right in my face when I woke up this morning, is there a way to get rid of you, Monday.  FRIDAY where the heck are you please come quick to my rescue.  So... to properly answer the question on how to I feel .
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from RiverLight in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I tried to avoid his visit all week-end but unfortunately, there he was right in my face when I woke up this morning, is there a way to get rid of you, Monday.  FRIDAY where the heck are you please come quick to my rescue.  So... to properly answer the question on how to I feel .
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from duck in Did You Accomplish Anything Today? Anything At All? If So, Post Here!   
    Getting out of my comfy bed was quite an achievement, going to work was another huge achievement so... Do I get an award. 
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Camellia in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Yep! It's finally FRIDAY
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from CoolCat7 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Yep! It's finally FRIDAY
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    GoldenEve got a reaction from Mark250 in The worst thing about depression is...?   
    You never know when she is going to decide to strike you and how hard is going to be.  Yep! depression can hurt pretty bad.
    Another bad think about depression, is that she always arrive without no invitation and you never know how long she will stick with you. She's always hard to get rid off.
    Depression is also invisible and unless someone had her visit they don't believe that it even exist.  Yep! if only we good see our depression and kick her right in the face OMG! that would feel so good.
    Right now I'm not depressed,  but I do know how it feel, so... for all of you who are struggling with it, right now, I'm sending you all my love and virtual support.  
     
     
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