InfinateandDistant

Howdy, what's up with everyone? Curtis

Mr. Lonesomecowboy, The 'Teal Swan' channel is by a woman that is a spiritual advisor, not a religious per 'se. I personally think that you should watch as many of her videos you can muster. I thought of my life just as you are now. I have a lot of physical ailments that aren't disabling on their own, but when you put them together, I'm really messed up physically. Welcome to the forum. First and foremost, I'll be your friend until the end, no matter what. I'd like to suggest a YouTube channel by the name of 'Teal Swan'. No, I'm not advertising anything for anyone. The things I'm fixing to suggest are the same things I did. I was once in the very same boat as you. I tried going to the doc's, getting all types of prescriptions like testosterone shots, phentermine for diet, high blood pressure meds, bone inflammatory meds, fibromyalgia meds and depression meds. All at the same time. I took them for almost 3 years constantly, every day. Then I started doing my own research about all of my issues online in various places. I'm willing to bet you a dollar to a dog biscuit if you do it, and do it honestly without cheating yourself, you'll feel like a million dollars in 2 months. It has a lot to do with your everything, including your diet, your thought processes and even spiritual, not religious per se. I feel awesome every day. I'm on disability but I don't let that stop me. I'm able to do all of my homes maintenance inside and out without much pain. I ride a Yamaha 250 YZ 4-Stroke when it's nice out, I ride my little dune buggy on the local back roads and I pick up aluminum cans just for something positive to do for myself and the environment, I do the maintenance on 3 vehicles too. I also have a grand baby to keep up with. I'm constantly going is the jest of it. I do all of these things with an amputated right leg, below the knee, as well. About the easiest to start with is your mental and spiritual state. For that I recommend a YouTube channel by the name of 'Teal Swan'. She is a spiritual advisor. I don't agree with everything she says, but she can get you started in the right direction. Second, your diet. From the start, take in as little as possible of the following: 1. Gluten. It's something that's added to stuff like those powdered gravies you buy in the packets from the market. It's also found in tomato ketchup. Ketchup is the highest I have found so far. 2. Sugar. Sugar is the number 1 bone inflammatory in the world. When I say sugar, I mean all of it, including the artificial sweeteners found in sugar free Kool-Aid and diet sodas. The following is what I did that has improved my life so much. Eat more raw veggies, period. Do not eat too many meats, the reason is, is because when our bodies take in too much protein it will process or metabolize what is left that we don't need into sugar and even body fat. The body isn't careless and throw away 'energy' when it can store it. I recommend taking some Omega 3's for fatty acids. The fatty acids will do 2 things. First, it will repair ligaments in your joints. Trust me, I testify now that it works. Before I started taking it my joints would grind so bad I could hear them, which they don't now. Second, it will increase your metabolism. Who doesn't need or want that? If at all possible find some Aluminum Free Baking Powder or Soda, doesn't matter which. The reason is since any water supplied by the 'system' has Fluoride and Chlorine Bleach. They 'say' it's good for your teeth, but they're fibbing. What they're really doing is extracting the Alkali from the water. That's also the same stuff found in batteries to help them keep their power longer and better. Our bodies need it. All it takes is a sprinkle just like salt in a gallon container for drinking. You could even use it for unsweetened tea. I also put about 1/2 teaspoon in my bath water. That's right, I take baths, not a shower. It'll make the drinking water taste like it came from the top of a mountain back in the 50's before the 'fluoride and chlorine. It tastes great. I will warn you, when your body get's enough, you'll start to have a funny or bad taste in your mouth is all. Calcium. Your body needs it for proper digestion. It'll also help with things like Ulcers or Acid Reflux. Not including it's great to help your bones recover from the fluoride and chlorine. Iron. Iron helps keep your red blood cells high. It will help your immune system fight off any unwarranted 'stuff'. Just for thought, it wouldn't hurt to get organic veggies. The reason is because GMO's some farmers use for higher yields from the vegetable plant. GMO's are Genetically Modified Organisms. Any organism that's been modified, no matter your way of thinking can't be healthy, period. I also take a Men's Multivitamin called One-A-Day Pro-Edge. That helps the rest of the needed vitamins you may not be getting from food. It took me a long time to figure this stuff out because it's not like your doc will tell you the cause, they just write a script, that pharmaceutical companies make for money. They're all in it together to make money. All they do is prescribe something for the issue, they're not telling what's the cause is, it's that simple. I hope all of this helps you in some way. Keep fighting the good fight and hold your head up! Sincerely, Curtis P.S. The only meds I'm taking now are depression and high blood pressure. I haven't been to a pain clinic in almost a year for any type of narcotic for pain.

Good Day to all, The things I'm fixing to suggest are the same things I did. I was once in the very same boat as you. I tried going to the doc's, getting all types of prescriptions like testosterone shots, phentermine for diet, high blood pressure meds,bone inflammatory meds, fibromyalgia meds and depression meds. All at the same time. I took them for almost 3 years constantly, every day. Then I started doing my own research about all of my issues online in various places. I'm willing to bet you a dollar to a dog biscuit if you do it, and do it honestly without cheating yourself you'll feel like a million dollars in 2 months. It has a lot to do with your everything, including your diet, your thought processes and even spiritual, not religious per se. I feel awesome every day. I'm on disability but I don't let that stop me. I'm able to do all of my homes maintenance inside and out without much pain. I ride a Yamaha 250 YZ 4-Stroke when it's nice out, I ride my little dune buggy on the local back roads and I pick up aluminum cans just for something positive to do for myself and the environment, I do the maintenance on 3 vehicles too. I also have a grand baby to keep up with. I'm constantly going is the jest of it. About he easiest to start with is your mental and spiritual states. For that I recommend a YouTube channel by the name of 'Teal Swan'. She is a spiritual advisor. I don't agree with everything she says, but she can get you started in the right direction. Second, your diet. From the start, take in as little as possible of the following: 1. Gluten. It's something that's added to stuff like those powdered gravies you buy in the packets from the market. It's also found in tomato ketchup. Ketchup is the highest I have found so far. 2. Sugar. Sugar is the number 1 bone inflammatory in the world. When I say sugar, I mean all of it, including the artificial sweeteners found in sugar free Kool-Aid and diet sodas. Eat more raw veggies, period. If you eat too many meats, any type doesn't matter, the reason is, is because when our bodies take in too much protein it will process or metabolize what is left that we don't need into sugar and even body fat. The body isn't careless and throw away 'energy' when it can store it. I recommend taking some Omega 3's for fatty acids. The fatty acids will do 2 things. First, it will repair ligaments in your joints. Trust I testify now that it works. Before I started taking it my joints would grind so bad I could hear them, which they don't now. Second, it will increase your metabolism. Who doesn't need or want that? If at all possible find some Aluminum Free Baking Powder or Soda, doesn't matter which. The reason is since any water supplied by the 'system' has Fluoride and Chlorine Bleach. They 'say' it's good for your teeth, but they're fibbing. What they really doing is extracting the Alkali from the water. That's also the same stuff found in batteries to help them keep their power longer and better. Our bodies need it. All it takes is a sprinkle just like salt in a gallon container for drinking. You could even use it for unsweetened tea. I also put about 1/2 teaspoon in my bath water. That's right, I take baths, not a shower. It'll make the drinking water taste like it came from the top of a mountain back in the 50's before the 'fluoride and chlorine. It tastes great. I will warn you, when your body get's enough, you'll start to have a funny or bad taste in your mouth is all. Calcium. Your body needs it for proper digestion. It'll also help with things like Ulcers or Acid Reflux. Not including it's great to help your bones recover from the fluoride and chlorine. Iron. Iron helps keep your red blood cells high. It will help your immune system fight off any unwarranted 'stuff'. Just for thought, it wouldn't hurt to get organic veggies. The reason is because of the GMO's some farmers use for higher yields from the vegetable plant. GMO's are Genetically Modified Organisms. Any organism that's been modified, no matter your way of thinking can't be healthy, period. I also take a Men's Multivitamin called One-A-Day Pro-Edge. That helps the rest of the needed vitamins you may not be getting from food. It took me a long time to figure this stuff out because it's not like your doc will tell you the cause, they just right a script, that pharmaceutical companies make for money. They're all in it together to make money. All they do is prescribe something for the issue, they're not telling what's the cause that simple. I hope all of this helps you in some way. Keep fighting the good fight and hold your head up! Sincerely, Curtis P.S. The only meds I'm taking now are depression and high blood pressure. I haven't been to a pain clinic in almost a year for any type of narcotic for pain.

Same to you my friend. I'm sending you the positivity and good vibes. I know you'll enjoy getting away from everyday life for a while. My wife and I will be celebrating our anniversary on the 17th. I'm glad your going but I want you to know you will be missed. I'm wishing you well and be safe going and returning. I'll be sitting back and reading the mail until your return. We had a real nice cookout tonight with a campfire and all. I cooked pork chops on an open flame. Wow, what a difference a flame makes on a hunk of meat, especially from wood. I'll see you when you get back. Maybe I can talk you into downloading Skype and we could video chat if you're alright with it. I think it'd be awesome. Something to think about. Sincerely, Curtis

Brother, I never said to get her to have an affair. Let your spirit or third eye lead you. That's why you're having such a hard time to get her out of your mind. Your third eye is telling you to do it. There's something your body or spirit is telling you to do and you'll have to or your spirit will make you pay eventually. Do it man. You have to. No matter, love ya just the same my friend. Curtis

Mr. Atron, Welcome to the forum. The things I'm fixing to suggest are the same things I did. I was once in the very same boat as you. I tried going to the doc's, getting all types of prescriptions like testosterone shots, phentermine for diet, high blood pressure meds,bone inflammatory meds, fibromyalgia meds and depression meds. All at the same time. I took them for almost 3 years constantly, every day. Then I started doing my own research about all of my issues online in various places. I'm willing to bet you a dollar to a dog biscuit if you do it, and do it honestly without cheating yourself you'll feel like a million dollars in 2 months. It has a lot to do with your everything, including your diet, your thought processes and even spiritual, not religious per se. I feel awesome every day. I'm on disability but I don't let that stop me. I'm able to do all of my homes maintenance inside and out without much pain. I ride a Yamaha 250 YZ 4-Stroke when it's nice out, I ride my little dune buggy on the local back roads and I pick up aluminum cans just for something positive to do for myself and the environment, I do the maintenance on 3 vehicles too. I also have a grand baby to keep up with. I'm constantly going is the jest of it. About he easiest to start with is your mental and spiritual states. For that I recommend a YouTube channel by the name of 'Teal Swan'. She is a spiritual advisor. I don't agree with everything she says, but she can get you started in the right direction. Second, your diet. From the start, take in as little as possible of the following: 1. Gluten. It's something that's added to stuff like those powdered gravies you buy in the packets from the market. It's also found in tomato ketchup. Ketchup is the highest I have found so far. 2. Sugar. Sugar is the number 1 bone inflammatory in the world. When I say sugar, I mean all of it, including the artificial sweeteners found in sugar free Kool-Aid and diet sodas. Eat more raw veggies, period. If you eat too many meats, any type doesn't matter. The reason is, is because when our bodies take in too much protein it will process or metabolize what is left that we don't need into sugar and even body fat. The body isn't careless and throw away 'energy' when it can store it. I recommend taking some Omega 3's for fatty acids. The fatty acids will do 2 things. First, it will repair ligaments in your joints. Trust I testify now that it works. Before I started taking it my joints would grind so bad I could hear them, which they don't know. Second, it will increase your metabolism. Who doesn't need that? If at all possible find some Aluminum Free Baking Powder or Soda, doesn't matter which. The reason is since any water supplied by the 'system' has Fluoride and Chlorine Bleach. They 'say' it's good for your teeth, but they're fibbing. What they really doing is extracting the Alkali from the water. That's also the same stuff found in batteries to help them keep their power longer and better. Our bodies need it. All it takes is a sprinkle just like salt in a gallon container for drinking. You could even use it for unsweetened tea. I also put about 1/2 teaspoon in my bath water. That's right, I take baths, not a shower. It'll make the drinking water taste like it came from the top of a mountain back in the 50's before the 'stuff'. It tastes great. I will warn you, when your body get's enough, you'll start to have a funny or bad taste in your mouth is all. Calcium. Your body needs it for proper digestion. It'll also help with things like Ulcers or Acid Reflux. Not including it's great to help your bones recover from the fluoride and chlorine. Iron. Iron helps keep your red blood cells high. It will help your immune system fight off any unwarranted 'stuff'. Just for thought, it wouldn't hurt to get organic veggies. The reason is because of the GMO's some farmers use for higher yields from the vegetable plant. GMO's are Genetically Modified Organisms. Any organism that's been modified, no matter your way of thinking can't be healthy, period. I also take a Men's Multivitamin called One-A-Day Pro-Edge. That helps the rest of the needed vitamins you may not be getting from food. It took me a long time to figure this stuff out because it's not like your doc will tell you the cause, they just right a script, that pharmaceutical companies make for money. They're all in it together to make money. All they do is prescribe something for the issue, they're not telling what's the cause that simple. I hope all of this helps you in some way. You're in my thoughts brother. Keep fighting the good fight and hold your head up! Sincerely, Curtis P.S. The only meds I'm taking now are depression and high blood pressure. I haven't been to a pain clinic in almost a year for any type of narcotic for pain.

Duck, I personally think that was a sign or something. That's the first time you said anything about how it all went down I believe. Brother, take it from me, you have to do something, contact her, email her or call her, something. The 2 of you meeting 5 years later just didn't happen by happenstance. Anytime something positive 'just happens', you have to hang on to it no matter what. You call what I'm feeling as intuition or even false prophecy. Brother do you really think that I'd mislead you. All things in life happen for a reason. Take care brother, love ya man! Curtis

Howdy Mr. Duck, I'm not going to start with anything like I'm sorry because I don't want to push that kind of negative karma towards you. Being apologetic isn't sending you positive energy. So... Have you thought about it in a way as maybe it's just infatuation? You could call it the same thing as a crush but it's really not. I would like to point out that maybe your physical and spiritual being may be feeling a lot better because your body when you think of her is producing all sorts of hormones. If you sit and think about it, you know you feel light on your feet, happy go lucky when you think of her. Have you tried to find things to do like being artistic? Maybe you could write in a diary or journal. Um, maybe you can spend a lot of time in the chat room and we can talk until you fall asleep at the pc. I'm trying to help you brother. Here's another video for you to watch about emotions and there effect. I think you'll find it usefull and even encouraging. Hang in there friend, we're all here for you. Sincerely, Curtis

Ms. Cat, Howdy and welcome! I'm sorry you feel the way you do. I'm going to try to ease into my response because I don't want you to think that I'm being rude or anything. I have sat for a moment after reading this thread to think about things and this is what I came up with. First, being in therapy is always a good thing. There are other ways of 'unloading' or venting without being a bother to anyone or it even costing anything. One is to take all of the things that are bothering you, whether it be people upsetting you now, or from the past, a comment from a stranger, a look of disgust from another,...doesn't matter what is bothering you, and simply write it on a piece of paper then throw it in the garbage. It's kind of like the talk therapy without someone listening. It worked wonders for me for over 7 years when I was in foster care. Second, you're always welcome here to vent, talk, chat or 'unload' anytime. I'm sure you'll find almost anything and everything you could ever imagine about depression or anything related. Odds are you'll find a few friends as well. Third, I understand, in more ways than 1, about the losing weight. This is where I may get a little long winded...lol. At one time in my life, I was 60 pounds over weight. You may not think that is that much, but we're in different shoes with different medical issues. I have more physical issues than mental or psychological. Without telling you how to run your life, I'd like for you to consider something and then try it. If you try it I can almost guarantee that you'll feel 5 times better than you have in the past 10 years all combined. You can think of it as either a reset or a cleansing. You may think it's not possible but it is and without too much heartache. Erase everything in your mind about what you've heard that was healthy for you, no matter the source. The reason is, is that the best teacher is experience, not someone being paid a salary or someone that has been misled. This will also help your mental state as well, being more positive and having the feeling of being fulfilled or with a purpose. You're not going to like it. I understand it may be hard because of school or college being time consuming. But I feel you need to completely change your mindset about everything you either use or consume from anywhere, no-matter there use. This is the challenge for 30 days: Extract any and all things that you use or consume that isn't 100% organic. This includes soaps, shampoos, clothes cleaner, dish cleaner, any type of chemical that comes from a 'manufacturer'. Stop eating any ketchup and whole wheat bread from all of the gluten in it. Those are the worst of the gluten filled foods. Extract all of the sugar from your diet if you can. Sugar is the number 1 cause of bone inflammation in the world. Your body can metabolize cabbage in a way that your body will think of as sugar. You'll also need to only eat, if possible, organic foods. Keeping in mind this also means anything with GMO's in it, (Genetically Modified Organisms). Any and all things the body can and will consume is what I'm talking about. Ms. Cat, if you do these simple, sort of, things, I promise you'll feel like you never have in your life because you've consumed or used poisons for all of it. If you do it honestly, without smudging or cheating, you know I'm right. Give it a try. You just may amaze yourself and your family. I wish you all the best and let us know what happens please. Sincerely, Curtis

Ms. Laurena, I'm sorry that you're suffering like this. Welcome to the forum btw. You were in the chat room a moment ago and well, it's kind of hard or difficult to have too much of a 1 on 1 conversation there unless in a pm. I've read this topic, all of it, top to bottom. I'm sorry you feel that there isn't any inner peace to be found here on this planet, in this forum, or even in life. But I do have awesome news. I'm at peace with anything and everything. I don't have any anger towards anything or anybody, not even the people that wish me harm and there are a few. I'll give you the information or try to explain how I accomplished this if you'd like. This particular forum isn't the place to do it. The forum doesn't allow folks to use it as a pulpit. I could tell you my testimony about my walk with my deity if you'd like. The forum still may not like it. But it has given me love and meaning with happiness, enough said. Let me know what you'd like for me to do and I'll try to do it. I'll ask the forum administrators about it and let you know. I wish you all the peace and happiness in this chaotic world we live in. Sincerely, Curtis

Dear Whiner, Welcome to the forum. I'm not sure what TMS is, but about the only way I know for you to find anything here is to do a search in the engine or to look in the medications to see if anyone has stated anything. I wish you well and I'm sure you can find almost anything you'd like. Peace! Sincerely, Curtis

Hey everyone, I have been doing okay for the most part. I've been running my butt off for a few days. I've been doing so much that I don't know where to begin. All of the things I do around my home are in pretty good shape. The only thing I have issues with is my little dune buggy is having with its battery. My son in law said he'd buy another one if it needs one. To be honest, I'm not too concerned about it. I still have my dirt bike and it's running like a top. My 4x4 Blazer is running better than ever. I finally removed the stopped up catalytic converter from it and it increased my fuel mileage by almost 40%, no kidding. My wife's car is still going strong without much trouble. I decided a few moments ago to listen to some of my 'keeping my feet on the ground' music, (slow love songs or depressing pull your heart strings music). To be honest I sort of wish that someone was in the chat room now. I've been living in my head a lot lately and it would be nice just to chat about stuff with someone that wouldn't roll their eyes, or at least I can't see them or know that they are doing it.....lmao. I hope everyone had a Happy Easter. I sure did. We had ribs that was falling off of the bone, literally. I'll see all of you on the flip side. Someone had asked the question a year or so ago about why folks would only come online when their depressed and not when things are going good and I think I have about the only answer that makes sense. I'm sort of in that state of mind now. It takes a really strong individual to be suffering from depression, any type, even some with triggers, to come online day in and day out to offer any type of help that they can without being brought down themselves. I'd like to give thanks to everyone here, no matter who they may be, including the mods and the staff. Lioninwinter, you did a great job on the building of the new site. To all of my friends in cyber land, thank you for all of the things you've given me, including the hard things that just needed to be said. I appreciate all of you. Thank you, peace, love, and serenity. Sincerely, Curtis