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  1. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Work today started out kind of on a bad note. Manager made some rude comment to me, supervisor told me to shut up and our lead person was making fun of peoples shoes. If someone else didn't take PTO then I probably would've left for the day.
  2. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Working during thanksgiving actually was well worth it. Helps make up for me not working for 6 months out of this year.
  3. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Seems like you waited all of your life Just hold on to something right Don't let it miss you Let it kiss you Let it be tonight...
  4. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Back from my second appointment with my neurologist, this time with a stroke specialist. Good news is that my MRI and MRA scans came back completely normal. No stroke or signs that I had one in my sleep. That while good still leaves the cause of my tremors still unanswered. More signs suggest its physiological, my body and my mind are basically responding to things that have built up over the years. The amount of surgeries I had when I was little and growing up basically being made fun of with no place to fit in has basically caught up with me most likely.
  5. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Will be glad to be home so I can be away from work and able to cry myself asleep. These tremors aren't going away and it's a result from a phycological thing. Surgeries and a whole lot of other things from youth that have piled up to get to a certain point. I seriously need to talk to someone just don't know who.
  6. What are you grateful for?

    Grateful to have my Dad around because otherwise I wouldn't have gotten into music without him having guitars around my entire life.
  7. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Got my family and I've got all my friends I've been lucky in my life And I got no money but There's no need to give up I've been lucky in my life As I live my life with a smile on my face Will I be lucky in my life? Even when I'm feeling down It's okay cause I know I've been lucky in my life
  8. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Confirmed that the constant shaking I have is tremors. Cause? Still unknown.
  9. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Still tremoring but I'm able to work even though I am wishing I wasn't because of what they're having me do. It's boring and really just makes me want to quit and find a new job. I've been at that point for awhile but no place around is hiring. I've stood up, caught myself crying a few times. Just upset at life as nothing ever seems to work out. Tonight after work I guess I'll pass out and attempt to get some sleep. Yes, I'm jealous of my cousins but mostly because they're normal people. I'm far from normal and I guess I'll never get used to it.
  10. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I'm alive I think I'm gonna be okay I'm alright Tonight Oh, I'm alive I think I'm gonna be okay I'm alright For now
  11. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Tonight I came home and got an email from my friend Eric. He helped me with a new song, sang it in Italian but it's called "Sand." Christine heard me singing some of it today at work.
  12. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    This morning I woke up and started thinking about Natalie, Kayleigh and a few other women I had crushes on, asked out and got turned down or just never bothered to ask because of living inside my head all the time. So I'm here at work depressed because of that. Christine walked by, smiled at me but I don't know if I'll talk to her. I guess me wanting to be with someone and wanting to have a girlfriend is just wishful thinking. Like a lot of things are. Keeps making me just want to die.
  13. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    At work this weekend, hopefully I can work all 3 days and not have tremors. My doc put me on boclofen for the time being and I don't know if it will work but I'm gonna find out over the weekend. I've had tremors some this morning but they're not as intense as they have been. Still don't know what the issue is and won't know until I see my neurologist on the 23rd.
  14. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Tonight I started on my upped dose of keppra for seizures. Hopefully it can take the place of gabapentin and not only stops the tremors but still keeps me from having seizures.
  15. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    My neurologist decided to stop one of my seizure meds since it actually has loss of muscle control and tremors as a side effect. Over the course of a week I will be completely off of gabapentin which I have been taking for nearly a decade for epilepsy. Have been feeling the withdraw symptoms a bit, mostly with mood and it kind of feels like a weight is being lifted off. Tired of being sent home every weekend because of tremors so hopefully gabapentin is the source of the problem.