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roadking02

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  1. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    Sent another job application in to a hospital. I would really love to find a new job at this rate. Just getting tired of the same stuff every day and tired of getting hurt while at work.
  2. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    Workers compensation was denied so I'm not sure what to do. Still having this CT scan done but we'll see what happens. I'll be out about $1000 or more now. What I don't understand is why it was denied. At this rate I may as well find a new job.
  3. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    Filled out the reports for work about this hernia and was examined by the nurse there today. See a surgeon on Thursday in the morning and take it from there.
  4. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    Called HR this morning and I have to let my supervisor know tomorrow when I go to work and start this workers comp stuff. Fill out paperwork and all the rest of this stuff.
  5. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    So here it goes... Tomorrow in the morning I will call HR and let them know about this 3rd hernia. What worries me the most about all of this is that work already has moved me to a different position due to lifting restrictions which I follow. I don't know what to expect from them this time around and they very well may let me go and I will lose my job due to them viewing me as a liability.
  6. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    Just got back from a doctors appointment and it turns out I'm not crazy wearing skinny jeans to support my abdomen. I once again have a hernia in the same place as the first one. Now I wonder what my Dad is going to tell me when I tell him this. Go for workers comp again or not? I say that because I only do any lifting at work and not anywhere else.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    Today was great thanks to the sun coming out to warm everything up well enough to go motorcycle riding. Went with my Dad and a few of his riding friends and spent the afternoon out on my Triumph I'm tired though now so maybe I'll actually get some sleep. Tomorrow is also supposed to be warm so I'll probably go riding again.
  8. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    My neighbor Charlie had a birthday party tonight. I went over for an hour and decided to head out so I could take my seizure meds and now I don't know if I'll go back over or not. I just really feel very out of place in a lot of social situations and when it's with a group of people that are my parents age I wouldn't say I could be comfortable socially. I really feel alone. Feel like one of these days I will end up choking on medicine and die without anyone ever knowing.
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    Post one of your fears

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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Yesterday I spent the day doing the last mod to my Triumph which was to remove the catalytic converter and it wasn't a simple job to get done. In total it took about 4 hours to do even with someone to help. My Dad and I managed it just fine except for some of the clamps that didn't want to go back on too easily. Saw some family on the 24th but I didn't stay long as they all bragged about how much money they made and so on which made me easily feel like a total failure. Off work until January 4th so I guess that's good but I'm not sure what to do with the time.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Last night I decided to have a beer because why not. Was my first one in a very long time and sure enough I did something stupid. I went "window shopping" on a mail order bride website and I deleted the account within the hour. Loneliness certainly is getting to me. I feel kind of bad and a little upset with myself for being the way I am. I'm simply different from everyone around here in Kentucky and I have no idea what to do.
  12. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Started playing World of Warcraft for the first time in years. I only played it for a few months because of it becoming kind of an addiction but this time I probably will only play it for another 3 months since its winter and I have nothing else to do. Last Sunday work was kind of a mess because Christine was working with me which meant that I was very anxious and nervous because of having a crush on her. I feel stupid when I do talk to her and really don't know what I'm doing half the time. I've liked her for years but I know it will never happen. Relationships have never worked for me and probably never will. Doesn't mean that I don't try but when I do I always get hurt very badly. I still have no idea if Christine knows I like her or not but everyone at work knows because the look on my face gives it away. I feel very stupid. I keep thinking about a mail order bride because I'm afraid of being alone. I'm afraid of being the only one in my family that has no girlfriend or wife. That alone makes me feel like a loser.
  13. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Sold my Ninja today which is good, now I only have my 2 british motorcycles around which are my Triumph and my old BSA. Next I guess is to sell my old civic after this winter is over. My doctors appointment was fine today. Am taking an antibiotic for a few days to see if the irritation and pain around my hernia surgery areas go away. Suspecting that it's a infection of some kind around the scaring but I have a lot of scar tissue from having so many surgeries anyways. Hopefully this actually helps.
  14. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Seeing my dentist today and it very well may be my last visit to this place if they slip a charge for this filling that fell out. Very aggravated with them mostly because they always like to get the most money out of people. Thursday I see my regular doctor because of some inflammation and burning around the area from my first hernia surgery. Last time I saw him he suggested taking ibuprofen for awhile but watch how often and how much of it I take. At work I take a lot of it and really it doesn't seem to help much anymore.
  15. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Working overtime today and I'm drinking coffee to get through it. Calling my dentist today since I had a filling fall out this morning so maybe I can leave early today and get it fixed but we'll see. Last night my Mom brought up relationships and why I don't have a girlfriend. Triggered some memories and some really bad dreams last night. Just from my own experience money isn't everything. I probably wouldn't be so depressed if I was dating someone but for whatever reason I seem to fail every time with women around here. Anxiety is part of it along with not having much in common with most people here. You'd think being a musician would kind of attract people to you but in my case it never really has done anything but push people away. Most of my family probably avoids me because of my past and I don't blame them. I'll probably give mail order sites a try but I doubt that I'd even meet a sincere and genuine person wanting a serious relationship.
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