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roadking02

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  1. roadking02

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Sold my Ninja today which is good, now I only have my 2 british motorcycles around which are my Triumph and my old BSA. Next I guess is to sell my old civic after this winter is over. My doctors appointment was fine today. Am taking an antibiotic for a few days to see if the irritation and pain around my hernia surgery areas go away. Suspecting that it's a infection of some kind around the scaring but I have a lot of scar tissue from having so many surgeries anyways. Hopefully this actually helps.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Seeing my dentist today and it very well may be my last visit to this place if they slip a charge for this filling that fell out. Very aggravated with them mostly because they always like to get the most money out of people. Thursday I see my regular doctor because of some inflammation and burning around the area from my first hernia surgery. Last time I saw him he suggested taking ibuprofen for awhile but watch how often and how much of it I take. At work I take a lot of it and really it doesn't seem to help much anymore.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Working overtime today and I'm drinking coffee to get through it. Calling my dentist today since I had a filling fall out this morning so maybe I can leave early today and get it fixed but we'll see. Last night my Mom brought up relationships and why I don't have a girlfriend. Triggered some memories and some really bad dreams last night. Just from my own experience money isn't everything. I probably wouldn't be so depressed if I was dating someone but for whatever reason I seem to fail every time with women around here. Anxiety is part of it along with not having much in common with most people here. You'd think being a musician would kind of attract people to you but in my case it never really has done anything but push people away. Most of my family probably avoids me because of my past and I don't blame them. I'll probably give mail order sites a try but I doubt that I'd even meet a sincere and genuine person wanting a serious relationship.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Took half a day off today to do some more modding to my Triumph. Exhaust was done a couple days ago so today I installed a fender eliminator on the bike. Now it's truly a cafe racer machine. Thing is now I have to wait for the winter to be over in a few months time.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Spent some time last night changing the oil and adjusting the chain on my Triumph Thruxton R, finally hit just over 500 miles so I've been riding it a lot considering I've had the bike just a little over a week. Was a pretty easy job to do and if I was to take it in for the 500 mile service it would've been $600 just for them to do what I did. I probably will start modding the bike soon instead of building any guitars this winter.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Stuck in the house and unable to ride my Triumph because of rain and just horrible weather in general. I keep looking into more of this mail order bride stuff but at the same time discovering just how socially awkward I really am or at the very least am to everyone who lives in KY. I simply don't have anything in common with anyone my own age which is really strange but I know where it's coming from. I haven't actually met any new person really outside of work in a long time. If I was able to I'd like to at least try to be in a relationship with someone around my age but around here that's just not going to happen. Somebody at work actually thought I bought my new bike just to try to get Christine to like me when that clearly wasn't the case. When I sit and think about it I've never actually gone on an actual date with a woman at all. If anything the one thing I wish I was better at was simply social interactions. Most people that have mail order brides are extremely socially awkward anyways. Maybe that is why it's been a thought a time or two. Like any actual relationship would ever work when you're just too "different" from everyone. Natalie was right all along. She hasn't been the only one to simply say "there's something wrong with you" but she was the first to bring it up to me.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Lately I've been spending as much time as I can out motorcycle riding while the weather allows for it. Random but I'm starting to think about mail order brides... Maybe it's a sign of my inner loneliness. I am seriously doubting that I will ever meet someone around here worthwhile as I have nothing in common with most people here.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    A bit nervous/anxious because of what's going to happen tomorrow. Heading to Tennessee to pick up a Triumph Thruxton R. Won't be riding it home because of the weather so I'll haul it back home in a truck. My Dad is going with me which is nice, perhaps he'll get the urge to buy a Triumph himself. Weather here won't be great, supposed to rain this weekend but I don't feel like riding a brand new bike this time of year would be a great idea because of deer.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Called in today so I'm spending it trying to relax.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Still working a lot of overtime but it's worth it. Today though being the first of the weekend isn't that great. Natalie's birthday was on the 10th, sent her a message and she never replied to me. So that has been on my mind to an extent. Also worked with Christine for half of the day. When she left to take her first break and she wasn't around me I grabbed a styrofoam container and smashed my head with it and managed to break it. She wasn't around to see it. So why did I break it? Well because anxiety and my emotions messing with me. I would tell her how I feel about her but idk if i should.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Yesterday was the lay off day for weekend people. Cops showed up to walk people out and will be here for the next 2 weeks because everyone who works at this place is apparently a nut job. Today was the day for everyone else and somehow my Dad was safe from it thankfully. It's going to be really odd when I go back to work this week. Thursday is my over time day then the normal weekend shift.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    My workplace is laying off a lot of salary people, my Dad is included so he has been worried that he will be one of roughly 150 people. I've been working over time to save up for the Thruxton (motorcycle) but I will also be helping my parents out if they need it. The overtime isn't bad, just really long days. Thankfully it's really good pay.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    On the talk of employers and stuff where myself and my Dad work is doing layoffs of about 230 people. I'm not worried about it because it only applies to managers and upper people like that. On a good note Saturday I took off work (the 15th) and went to Knoxville to finally ride a Triumph Thruxton R. I have been looking at them for well over a year and I have finally found the motorcycle I've been looking for. Since my left hand is messed up the clutch is going to instantly decide on if I can even ride the thing in the first place. To my surprise the clutch on this Thruxton was actually even easier to pull than the one on my Ninja. The dealership let me out on my own which was nice. I was able to ride it on main roads and the high way for a bit. I also took it to a parking lot and did some slow speed things just to make sure I could make emergency turns if I ever needed to. What else surprised me was the size of the Thruxton overall. It's not that much bigger than my Ninja but the engine certainly is. The Thruxton is literally the most powerful motorcycle I've ridden which actually made it the easiest to ride because I didn't have to rev it up really high to get anywhere. Still will be waiting until Spring to get one but it'll certainly be worth the wait
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Trying to get my sleeping pattern back to normal since I've been off work because of the 4th of July. Got one heck of a medical bill to pay, $1,400 from when I saw my cardiologist in May.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #6

    Worked Friday and Saturday last weekend and have been off since and won't go back until the 13th. Probably did too much lifting because I can feel some pain around the place my first hernia surgery was done. Went for a motorcycle ride with my Dad yesterday which was nice but we got caught in the rain multiple times. Worked on one of my guitar amps the other night and I guess it sounds better. Probably will change the speaker that is in it at the moment. My parents left this morning to go to Georgia for a few days and for whatever reason my grandmother decided to come and stay with me. That's ok but I'd like to be alone so I could do some things I rarely do since my parents are always around. Like invite Christine over or something but who am I kidding. She and everyone else around here hates me. Idk. I'm getting really sick of everyone bugging me about relationships. My parents... My cousins, aunts, uncles and so on all have been bugging me about finding someone who wants to be in a serious relationship. I'm giving up on it and I slowly have over the years. I don't know if it's my medical issues that scare people away or what. I'm afraid of even having crushes because I always just get myself hurt.
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