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  1. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    Been awhile since I've been around, busy working on guitars and stuff. Started making pickups for Stratocasters and it becomes a mess if you screw up because you have to start all over again. It's a lot of trial and error. Still working, still twitching and tomorrow I see a plastic surgeon to talk with him about botox to slow the eyelids down. Last month I turned 25 and bought myself a Joe Satriani signature Ibanez guitar. Had been several months of not spending anything so I decided to get one since I found a good price on it. I am just hanging in there I suppose. Still talking to Christine. Still working. Waiting to see the cardiologist in May. Hopefully the aortic dissection isn't getting bigger.
  2. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    After putting it off for many months I finally went to get a haircut.
  3. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    I can still feel the magic of those melodies, It' s been like a dream A century is gone and its music is too, Those old friendly songs Something I've been missing for such a long time I'm wondering why...
  4. What's On Your Mind Right Now? (2)

    Natalie and how much I miss her. The moment I started playing my guitar tonight I thought about her, how she constantly told me to never give up on my dreams. How she always pushed me to do more with my music. How much she believed in me. That was a much different time then as now she is with someone and for all I know never even thinks about me. Not only is she on my mind but others from that time come to mind. I've either seen them in public (rare that I even go out these days) or they've messaged me wondering why I haven't posted videos in years and so on. Everyone has someone, has this great life and here I am basically stuck. Stuck because I am afraid of having seizures, afraid of being made fun of and just angry at how I was treated by classmates from high school.
  5. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    So the Christmas has come and gone thankfully but with it the cold weather has come to stick around. My holiday didn't consist of much, didn't stick around family very long. Just enough to the point that I felt was right then left to come back home. Had to work one day during my holiday break from my job. Kinda stunk but oh well. Working on DJ sets and the isolator finally arrived from Sweden. I will be glad to be back at work so I can keep building my savings up.
  6. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Work today started out kind of on a bad note. Manager made some rude comment to me, supervisor told me to shut up and our lead person was making fun of peoples shoes. If someone else didn't take PTO then I probably would've left for the day.
  7. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Working during thanksgiving actually was well worth it. Helps make up for me not working for 6 months out of this year.
  8. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Seems like you waited all of your life Just hold on to something right Don't let it miss you Let it kiss you Let it be tonight...
  9. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Back from my second appointment with my neurologist, this time with a stroke specialist. Good news is that my MRI and MRA scans came back completely normal. No stroke or signs that I had one in my sleep. That while good still leaves the cause of my tremors still unanswered. More signs suggest its physiological, my body and my mind are basically responding to things that have built up over the years. The amount of surgeries I had when I was little and growing up basically being made fun of with no place to fit in has basically caught up with me most likely.
  10. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Will be glad to be home so I can be away from work and able to cry myself asleep. These tremors aren't going away and it's a result from a phycological thing. Surgeries and a whole lot of other things from youth that have piled up to get to a certain point. I seriously need to talk to someone just don't know who.
  11. What are you grateful for?

    Grateful to have my Dad around because otherwise I wouldn't have gotten into music without him having guitars around my entire life.
  12. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Got my family and I've got all my friends I've been lucky in my life And I got no money but There's no need to give up I've been lucky in my life As I live my life with a smile on my face Will I be lucky in my life? Even when I'm feeling down It's okay cause I know I've been lucky in my life
  13. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Confirmed that the constant shaking I have is tremors. Cause? Still unknown.
  14. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Still tremoring but I'm able to work even though I am wishing I wasn't because of what they're having me do. It's boring and really just makes me want to quit and find a new job. I've been at that point for awhile but no place around is hiring. I've stood up, caught myself crying a few times. Just upset at life as nothing ever seems to work out. Tonight after work I guess I'll pass out and attempt to get some sleep. Yes, I'm jealous of my cousins but mostly because they're normal people. I'm far from normal and I guess I'll never get used to it.
  15. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I'm alive I think I'm gonna be okay I'm alright Tonight Oh, I'm alive I think I'm gonna be okay I'm alright For now