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  1. im back.

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      Inbetween

      Glad to see you're back waffles, I was worried about you...

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  2. I am excited. I am happy. I feel fulfilled. All is good. Life is good! :icon12::Coopclapping::flowers:

  3. If you do not want to see me again... I would understand...

  4. I really miss my ex wife today. I would give up everything just to have her vack in my life. Loosing her was ghe worse thing this illness did to me. Id rather have died.

    1. Inbetween

      Inbetween

      Thanks Lex. I was 4-5 months into my 3rd major depressive episode in my life, and was just starting to get better when she left. I understand what you say- the loss put me back into depression and I ended up inpatient hospital for a few days.

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  5. So  pretty sure that my ED is from the vascemity that she had me do becuase she didnt want to be on the pill. From what i read, it exists (i had complications) and theres no fix other than testosterone replacement. That obamacare doesnt cover.

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      Inbetween

      So Ive been reading up on something called PSSD- Post SSRI Sexual Disorder. Some people have sexual dysfunction from the medicine which clears up once they are off it. However, some people have gone years, decades, forever with it and never getting better. There really isnt a fix for it. The thing is that I have been off SSRIs for 6 months and am getting off abilify now. Wellbutrin isn't supposed to contribute.

      So it's either from 1) the meds, which may or may not clear up once Im off Abilify, 2) low testosterone, which I can get replacement theory that I pay out of pocket and have to give myself shots every three few weeks, or 3) permanent damage from the vasectomy.  Oh boy.

  6. Having a difficult time being alive right now. Zero motivation to do anything other than wallow in my own pity. I should be locked up in a loony bin they say, maybe they were right all along. Throw away the key you wont be needing it.

    1. Inbetween

      Inbetween

      Miss you Waffles. Just remember that others are thinking of you.

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  7. SOOOOOOOO excited! I just booked a flight & finally will be traveling somewhre in a month!!!!! I can't wait! YIPPPPEEEEE!!!!! I haven't been on a plane in almost three years.... wow oh woweeeee.. I LOVE flying! Hope this month flies by... !!!!

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  8. A thousand posts! Taken me years but I've reached my goal. Yay!! 

  9. First day home    house arrest damnn  guess thats what ya get for being a pos druggie 

  10. so now im an ENFP-T cool before my results were always INFP-T so not a big change but i am better in social situations than i ever was.....i make people laugh an it makes me happy

    1. Inbetween

      Inbetween

      Glad you are good with being an extrovert! Keep making people laugh!

  11. help i'm alive

    1. Inbetween

      Inbetween

      It was good chatting with you last night!

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  12. I'm still alive

    1. Inbetween

      Inbetween

      Me too! Miss chatting with ya.

  13. bad day

    1. Inbetween

      Inbetween

      :-( I hope today is better!

  14. I'm in a depression

    1. Inbetween

      Inbetween

      Oh, sorry AG! Is is something situational you want to talk about, or just the old run of the mill MDD we have?

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  15. I feel like a teenager again......

  16. Alone.

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      Inbetween

      I hope not to be in the future... things not looking good, but there's a chance. I hope you find someone, AG.

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  17. Being depressed alone has taken quite a toll on my mental state its a long road without someone at my side but i keep walking who knows further on down the line maybe ill come across another wanderer and we can walk alone together

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