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  1. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Yes!!! That. So much better said than I said it. KS, you are a main reason I am here!!!! I hope you can realize what a kind soul you are and how you are needed in this world!
  2. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Hugs KS. Please hang in. You have me! You have us!
  3. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I'm depressed again. I just joined a dating chat site (not for dating, for dating issues) and I posted about how I can become physically ill if I find I myself dating the wrong person. I have never heard of anyone else having this happen to them. With this last lady, after a while (it always takes me a while to tell if I am interested - GOD I hate that) I began to feel so anxious about dating her, probably feeling trapped and dreading the break off (which I should have dreaded, because it was awful) that I actually felt physically sick - stomach pains, aches, shaking. It is so weird.
  4. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I hope you feel better @Natasha1 @CoolCat7 I hope you hear from your pdoc. This work crap is a blast, isn't it? Nice to hear from you @sober4life. I was wondering and concerned that I hadn't seen you in a while!
  5. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I hope you feel better Dolphin! Thanks for your kindness!
  6. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Depressed again, naturally... sung to the tune of Alone Again, Naturally, which I am too. Woot woot!!!!
  7. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Best to everyone, today! I am finally rebounding a little. I am at work. Small miracles. I don't know about this life, but I am here, so... I guess I should live it.
  8. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Absolutely not for both of you ( @KidSurvivor2011)
  9. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I am also close to the bottom, JD. Hang in there, my friend. I have taken another sick day. I need to see my psychiatrist, but he is not replying to me. I just broke it off with the lady I am seeing and she called me crying. I feel I'm about to lose everything in the world, including my mind. I am such a wimp, and so weak. Why did I keep seeing her? So confused.
  10. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Love that attitude, Dolphin. "Not out" indeed. You are never out, whether you believe it or not!!!! To tomorrow!!!
  11. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Sending out hugs and good thoughts for all who need them, and @Lioninwinter!!
  12. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I know what you mean, JD. I am physically ill when I think about work and about everything else that is happening in my life right now. It will get better again for us!!
  13. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I feel like death itself.
  14. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Best to you and your brother Teddy! I am also getting anxiety (hasn't been this bad in years). And I am also getting more anxious worrying about the anxiety. Work is a constant stress, and it is getting worse, as now I feel as if I am being severely judged for everything I do. Paying down my debt is also a stressor. It's not happening. And now to that I add the fact that I am just not sure I am into this woman I have been seeing enough. I hate that I have been intimate with her. I wanted to go slower. I am just so confused, about everything.
  15. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I had a lovely evening with a lovely woman who seems to like me more than anyone else ever has. It's weird. I'm not sure what she's attracted to? Anyway, she is a darling and we peeled our clothes off and she doesn't yet know that I am an anxious depressive on medication that does not allow me to have an orgasm, so, perhaps my inability to make that happen has her thinking something bad right now? Oh this disease and these SSRIs are so fun!!!