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APFSDS

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About APFSDS

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  • Birthday 05/31/1989

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    Estonia, EU

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  1. APFSDS

    What Are You Eating? #2

    Toasted whole wheat bread with slices of cheese. Assam tea.
  2. APFSDS

    what are you watching right now?

    A short 1957 documentary about West German military.
  3. APFSDS

    How Do You Feel Right Now? #7

    Not great. That feeling when uncertainty hits you with a spade. Mum's illness. I know what will happen, but not how it will happen. The process is unknown.
  4. APFSDS

    How Do You Feel Right Now? #7

    Feel like garbage.
  5. APFSDS

    What's On Your Mind Right Now? (2)

    I'm starting to realise that I don't have any friends. It took me 12 years to figure that out. I've always kept my relationships professional when at work and distant when not, so it's probably partly my fault - or at least the fault of my personality disorder. S***, even if I had a life-partner I'd probably shake their hand instead of an embrace. That's on my mind right now.
  6. APFSDS

    How Do You Feel Right Now? #7

    Feeling low but have more energy than usual. Don't really want to go to sleep.
  7. APFSDS

    What Are You Eating? #2

    Turkey and breadcrumb cutlet of sorts. Mineral water.
  8. APFSDS

    How Do You Feel Right Now? #7

    Anxious, tired and annoyed.
  9. APFSDS

    What Are You Listening To? #2

    Lament for Boromir - Clamavi De Profundis
  10. APFSDS

    How Do You Feel Right Now? #7

    Numb and very tired. Did an important task, which went well - but I don't feel any better.
  11. APFSDS

    How Do You Feel Right Now? #7

    Weird. A bit numb, but not too bad. Even though I heard some crushing news.
  12. APFSDS

    What Are You Listening To? #2

    Blind Guardian - A Past And Future Secret
  13. Some do, some don't. Luckily I've had a pretty understanding employer. That is... until I completely failed them. And am in the process of leaving my job out of my own imaginary shame. Here in Estonia most people think of mental illness as: 1. Made up or a sign of weakness (depression, anxiety) 2. Incurable and uncontrollable (schizophrenia and psychotic illnesses) People just cannot imagine mental illness and there is nothing to educate them except for appalling, inconsistent and incomplete news articles. We're not taught in schools about such things early on. These are some of the reasons I came up with why people/employers treat mental illness from physical illness/injury different.
  14. APFSDS

    What Are You Doing? #10

    Fretting, worrying and drinking coffee.
  15. APFSDS

    What Are You Eating? #2

    Pizza and an orange flavoured lemonade.
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