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Everything posted by TopekaK

  1. Worse every day. Empty. My entire life is inconsequential. The only meaning I have is meaninglessness. At my age I do not want to experiment with other meds. Id rather start drnking. Cant even afford a vice.
  2. except that maybe to someone you might be one less thing to worry about.
  3. You are very welcome! I thought of starting a group as well. But at this point I don't have the energy or motivation. Feeling burdensome is a tough one. It's such an uncomfortable subject that you want to spare even your closest friends. Hang on to your hope!
  4. Post is 4 years old and I feel not much has changed.
  5. I agree. It can completely destroy your sense of self and make one wish again, for a soul. You can't call out at work because of a panic attack. You can't cancel on a friend because of PTSD No one asks if you've had any flashbacks lately, or how is therapy going. It's an invisible, shameful existence. I'm glad you have a good therapist, if only once a month. It would be nice to have some sort of guardian for support because it never goes away, you just navigate thru it all your life. In my area there aren't any support groups, and my "case manager" is someone who asks me a list of questions once a year. If it's any consolation at all, I'm sorry you have to deal with everything that goes with PTSD and I know how hard it can be.
  6. By touching things, like most days
  7. I reached out and tried to make a new friend today. It didn't work. But I did try. I feel a heightened awareness of my isolation.
  8. Song From Under The Floorboards- Magazine Love those lyrics
  9. small and insignificant. Cannot see the bright side.
  10. Does anyone have any experience with Prolixin? Someone close to me decided to go off of it and I'm so worried I can't think straight. All I know is that it's an antipsychotic, and he said it was giving him blurry vision so he just stopped! Oh well, thought I'd toss it out there.
  11. So then you would stay in your room! You'd be amongst people who understand.
  12. I wish there was a Dep Con. A convention for us
  13. Happy Birthday to you! They should be treasured days. Mine has a lot of darkness attached to it
  14. When your home no longer feels comfortable.

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