TopekaK
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On 10/19/2020 at 8:30 AM, samadhiSheol said:
Nope. I don’t see the point. After three years of therapy(chronic insomnia and exhaustion) the outcome was I was chronically dissatisfied with myself and life in general. Wow. What a revelation.
since then I tried to just shrug it off. Didn’t work. I tried therapy again, three or four different therapists, after 15 years of feeling frustrated and empty within. No one has a clue what to do with me. The last therapist I saw was more interested in telling about his exploits and achievements than me. I gave up after seeing him 5 or 6 times.
I think I just gave up in general. No I am just waiting to die or get the he courage to end this all
I've been lucky with some great therapists. Several of them knew each other which I liked. I'm the one who doesn't do the work. By this time it's up to me. I sort of gave up too I guess. Don't end it all, we enjoy your posts. It really is like a family here. But I have trouble communicating on forums and I get confused and stuck in the virtual part. Probably 'cause I'm older and used to sitting and gabbing with a beverage at a table. I just feel lost.
There are zoom therapy sessions..
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I am frustrated. It's hard for me to navigate the site. It's my brain or my computer don't know but it's frustrating
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On 10/19/2020 at 4:31 AM, anon22ae said:
All virtual where I am... pretty sure it's the case almost everywhere else in the US. I suppose I could request a session in-person, but I might need to move heaven and earth to succeed.
On the other hand, dentists are open again and I've been to one. I know it's hard to do dentistry virtually, but if I can see a dentist in person, why not any other doctor?
I was wondering about dentists too. It's such a confusing time,
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I have to be super strong for the next "chapter" in my life. Having a hard time, though.
Is anyone actually seeing a therapist anymore? In real life?
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11 hours ago, JD4010 said:
My daughter found a stray cat yesterday. She's really pretty; all black. She is craving love because all she wants to do is sit on you and purr. I have her in the spare bedroom of my apartment right now. She has a virus of some sort because she's sneezing a lot and one of her eyes is running. I worry because one of my cats might catch it, even though she's in a separate room. I don't know what to do with her. I'm feeding her because she is skin and bones. I'll take her to the vet tomorrow or Tuesday I guess.
Black cats are good luck. Especially at Halloween!
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stuck between not giving a sht and caring too much about things out of my control
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I worried.
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I do a pretty good job of doing it myself
SpoilerSpoiler -
Been crying since the 4th.
And, our president is playing very dangerous games. Portland, Chicago, where next?
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14 hours ago, Bulgakov said:
The biggest store in my town of 3,000 or so is a Dollar Store. We have two, one at either end of a roughly two-miles stretch that veers off, then back on the interstate, becoming our main street. They're different brands, but both are small, even for Dollars.
One just put in a self checkout, like the big stores. It had two cash registers, but removed one to put in the self check out. It looks nuts. In this case, it's a supposed cost cutter. One guy often mans the store now. I use the new auto mate. It's supposed to provide the one guy with help if a line forms. But he just plays like it's a person, and I watched him wheel a cart to the back and disappear as I used the self checkout. What if I just barely miss a barcode swipe?
I'm glad the guy has trust in the honor system, but I don't think that's why they were designed. Why not just put in two machines, no people, and rename the store "Looters".
103@12am, Bulga
Always wanted to go to Quartzsite
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I feel like I haven't slept in weeks, although all I do is sleep.
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Increasing apathy. Since the pandemic I've fallen into a nice, comfortable and safe routine:
Isolation
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little nails
exploding hearts
aquamarine thoughts
heavy sighs
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"watching" Dark Shadows
Really just waiting for Vegas.
I do not get Dark Shadows. I tried
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Pina coladas
getting lost in the rain.
jk
I love architecture
riding on amtrak
almost any movie made from 68-82
trees
chocolate
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Ezekiel english muffin.
Last night i ate 4 ice cream bars, and today i was feeling it.
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sprite
aisle seat or center row
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Trying to pinpoint what stage of grief I am in.
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..the chat room lol.
I typed too slowly to keep up
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On 3/28/2020 at 3:23 PM, SqueezeWax said:
I remember the advent of DVDs in the early 2000s. My father bought an expensive ultra deluxe Toshiba DVD player in the year 2000 which thinking back I can't fathom why because he's never been a movie watcher. I remember video stores subsequently heavily discounting all their VHSs and getting a bunch of new releases for $7 apiece.
I was witness to the advent of.. VIDEO my god!
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On 3/21/2020 at 4:53 PM, watalife said:
I remember when furniture was made of real wood, now it's made of saw dust
Oh my pet peeve!
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10 hours ago, Tymothi said:
Why blue jays are so mean to each other. Why don't they just share?
The crows in front of my place constantly bicker with no regard for the neighbors
The Post Anything Thread #4
in The DF Water Cooler
Posted · Edited by TopekaK
I have absolutely no future. None. I don't know where I'll end up.
I think I'm making things worse.