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About onelovefortheride

  • Birthday 11/30/1987

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  1. My name is Jhessye and I am happy to introduce myself. I basically have many doubts and negative mindset about myself, but I refuse to give in. I also know that I need help. I have read some of the threads here on the forum and I know that I am not alone. I basically was bullied as a child for about 11 years and it still affects my emotoinal mindframe today. I am planning a pretty big adventure soon and well I am feeling a bit emotionally drained. I had very few friends and I tell them some of my troubles. Sometimes, I hurt so bad that I masked the pain with food which in turn affects those living around me. I am not the greatest person to live with. I have pretty low self esteem, get frustrated easily and take criticism very personally. I NEED to learn to deal (not just cope, is that the same thing?) with my depression and anxiety. Crying has become my constant companion along with tension headaches. This is hard to type for me right now because this has been affecting me for a long while. I feel soft and very weak minded. Suicidal thoughts have come and gone, but I just don't want to do it. It seems to harsh from my point of view on my loved ones and I don't want to be remembered that way. So I am here from to deal, learn and share. So thanks for hearing some part of my story. Jhessye ;)
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