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  1. I envy those that are able to just get by & those that have someone. Can't do either.
  2. Don't think I'll understand people. Ever. Don't have a choice about existing it seems as its 'selfish' and all the rest to take myself out of it. Ah well one more scar for the road and as long as I'm alive I can say fcuk you world. FCUK YOU.
  3. Picked my sorry ass up one more time. Getting kinda old now.
  5. I'm starting the 2nd course tomorrow and I'm not holding my breath. If it's as sh!t as the last one I'm walking. 'Ain't no one nobody got time for that'
  6. Connie please stick around people won't always get back to straight away but they will. You don't have to through it alone anymore.
  7. Frankk1 you should do some research into EVP (electronic voice phenomenon) you can purchase the equipment you need from amazon. It really comes down to a digital recorder you'd be shocked at what people have captured. also something called a spirit box which uses white noise for real time communication. If what I've seen of this is to be believed then if you have spirits and you ask the right questions, you'll know about it. Then once you do you can start planning the next steps.
  8. Hey I just wanted to say thank you for your service, even if depression has robbed you of the feeling you are very brave and deserve nothing but respect. I'm sorry you're feeling so terrible but hopefully you can find some solace in this place.
  9. It's not really what I thought it would be I guess, it's all the same bullsh!t I've heard time and time again, only with more people. Its not like you're not allowed to talk but if no one did it would still carry on cause the person in charge is talking through the sheets of useless info they're handing out. Most of the people there do talk but I just can't bring myself too and it annoys me that I can't and when the ones that always talk do I find that annoys the fcuk out of me too. I feel guilty for it, but I'm not a nice person I should start accepting that more maybe that would make me feel better..
  10. No worries. If he's a caring person then yes he will still care about you although his concern will obviously be more focused on those that need him more. It doesn't make you any less important, in fact I'm sure it makes him happy to know he's helped someone out.
  11. Only time will tell, but you can't let fear control your life especially if you're starting to come out of depression. Take it a day at a time, take it easy and most of all take it easy on yourself you've come a huge way and shown great strength so far don't stop now. n_n
  12. I understand, but when I'm in a bad mood and ranting don't really take that or much else into consideration. I'm sorry for that. Guess I should just move to Alaska..
  13. I would say society at large fears violence, I know it wouldn't take much for most people in 'society' to turn on each other if it came down to it but that's just when pushed. Most just want to live in peace but those that don't know what that is seek to destroy it for them. Unfortunately unless there's some kind of reverse rapture I don't see that changing. Doesn't mean we should change because of it, if we can help it of course..
  14. I've cut short the life of many control pads n_x;
  15. Am I the only one who hates summer? Depression is hell. Hell is hot. Basic maths. Summer is my hell and I'm at my most depressed. Probably cause everyone loves it and as always I'm the complete opposite. Being blinded by the sun Sweating Feeling lethargic Having to view a constant parade of flab and/or wrinkles hanging out of poor fitting and/or inappropriate clothes Just some of the highlights. The cold is easy to escape from there's nowhere to hide from the blazing sun. Darkness is so much better than light too I really don't understand other people.
  16. Can really feel the rage coming off the screen. You're not wrong, but you're not alone either there's lots of people who feel persecuted for many reasons. Human nature's a twisted spectrum we're all fcuked up (if you're gonna swear so much at least cheat the system so I know what the sh!t you're on about =P) but there's always potential for good, it's just being snuffed out more and more daily.. Hope you've managed to chill a bit man =/
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