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  1. GrayCoyote - Thanks. Unfortunately, even if I was brave enough to talk to someone I couldn't. Being a military dependent I am still under my father's insurance.
  2. Hey all. Guess I'm just trying to figure things out and could use some help. I'm a college junior at a reputable school, I compete nationally in my sport, and am heavily involved on campus. However, I am currently in a funk that I can't get out of. I've struggled in the past. In high school (specifically junior and senior year) I would go through spells where I was very down. I had a difficult relationship and depending on the defintion used one could say I was sexually assaulted (I don't like to think of it that way, but it is what it is). Following that incident I would super mildly self harm. After high school I was able to stop, having only had a few repeat occurances. Freshman year went decently. Had some downs but also had some good times. Sophomore year I had a definite purpose. I met a student who was battling her own issues. My goal for the year was to keep her alive. I succeeded. This year I have had some great highs, when everything has been going right and I feel like i'm on the top of the world. However, lately I am in a funk that I just can't get out of. I feel completely alone and getting out of bed in the morning is hard. Life just seems like a lot of work. I feel myself withdrawing and that scares me. I also have urges to engage in past destructive behaviors. I don't know what to do but the way things are right now are pretty bad. I apoloize for the ramblyness of the post. These are things that I have never put into words before, much less told someone. What do you all think is going on. Is there something wrong or am I simply in a funk that will go away? Sorry for the rant.
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