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Bug89

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  1. I have learnt over the past few days that life is too short to be wearing jeans everyday. Literally and figuratively. Dress up and have fun :)

  2. taking a step back and looking at the over view of your success or what.... is that not something to look into and try to understand?
  3. Hey, So here it is, my routine every day is to wake up,get ready for work,go to work then come home, fiddle and then get ready for bed. It has only come to mind now that part of me feels like I have been trained to just do these things in order to go by. Every other detail that happens during the course of the day has not been planned but what I usually do is.. Does that make sense? Sometimes I feel like I have been through a test tube examination For the past few weeks, I am over sleeping, over eating and weird things have been happening. I have a full on conversation with myself at work and everyone judges. It's crazy I know to speak to yourself. I am never full. I have had to limit my food, leave my money at home ( I work in a mall) and basically only leave the shop for a smoke now and then. I am, what can be said as forcing myself to stop eating. I know it's unhealthy but I have never felt like this. I find it disgusting. I try and stay up as late as possible and only take my tablets when I am in bed. I have been setting 4 alarm clocks to go off at every half hour and 15 mins to get me up. I don't want this to be all about me. I want to know if anyone has or does experience what I am experiencing. Please Ps. I am on molypaxine,urbanil.epitec andMireteron. I have just come off Wellbutrin. If anyone is wanting to know Has it not come across anyone else's mind as to why do we do the things we do? And let it fester?
  4. Hey, So here it is, my routine every day is to wake up,get ready for work,go to work then come home, fiddle and then get ready for bed. It has only come to mind now that part of me feels like I have been trained to just do these things in order to go by. Every other detail that happens during the course of the day has not been planned but what I usually do is.. Does that make sense? Sometimes I feel like I have been through a test tube examination For the past few weeks, I am over sleeping, over eating and weird things have been happening. I have a full on conversation with myself at work and everyone judges. It's crazy I know to speak to yourself. I am never full. I have had to limit my food, leave my money at home ( I work in a mall) and basically only leave the shop for a smoke now and then. I am, what can be said as forcing myself to stop eating. I know it's unhealthy but I have never felt like this. I find it disgusting. I try and stay up as late as possible and only take my tablets when I am in bed. I have been setting 4 alarm clocks to go off at every half hour and 15 mins to get me up. I don't want this to be all about me. I want to know if anyone has or does experience what I am experiencing. Please Ps. I am on molypaxine,urbanil.epitec andMireteron. I have just come off Wellbutrin. If anyone is wanting to know Has it not come across anyone else's mind as to why do we do the things we do? And let it fester?
  5. if only Scatter. Im in the same place...
  6. I never knew someone else could create so many dishes if not more than me in one day. Geez but thats not all, if you can please put the seat down and FLUSH. It is just gross walking into the bathroom. As for keeping all different cups in your room till i have just finished the washing of the dishes would be sweet. I dont know what my money is as i never get to see it. So stop rubbing it in! One more annoying thing, stop making me do all the work its not fair. And you could do one nice gesture for my dad before they come back, mow the lawn but that is as difficult as trying to go watch a movie!!!!
  7. @ InFlames I do, however they have made the process so difficult it is really not worth it.
  8. Can i just add, gossip and nosey people are just every where. There seems to be more of them at work. At the moment, i can only say this, there are malicious rumours that were started by a higher person that im pregnant. Because they had this dream that i was going to fall pregnant either now or in the next 3 months. pfffft im gaining weight due to the meds but they just dont get it. So it has just spread and now everyone thinks its hilarious. I see them for 9 hours a day (two weeks i see them for 7 days straight) InFlames i understand your feeling and love the song
  9. so first you tell me u mixed your meds and then after a few minutes you tell me your joking. WTH is your problem. And you get angry when i do something like not tell you i am going to the doctor
  10. you are telling me in a calm voice that you mixed your medication
  11. so that was 'fun' Besides when is life fun when you in a state of feeling numb and not aware and/or could not be cared. I will be so glad when 2013 ends. Its been yet another disastrous year. But who cares right. Im so fed up with feeling onesided and left out. Like im standing right here when you talk about me even if its in another language where i can pick it up. Im so over weight its a joke, yet i cant stop myself from eating junk food. (Yuck) I like venting. Especially to myself which happens alot outside of here. so whats next...
  12. Hey Fig4, I am a huge weight watcher. I try to t keep it to the correct minimum and never over. However i am weeiing myself off Wellbutrin which in some cases causes you to over eat and mine has gotten bed. I drink about 6 or more cups of coffee and i smoke but not alot. (I know what you may be thinking when i said "she smokes not alot. Please like how can that happen") It can. Its will power. I am no where near my correct weight and by being stressed doesn't make it any easier. im looking for a quicker easier weight helper. I hope you come right on your side
  13. Don't you think that if someone is working in a store wearing the freaken t shirt with the shops logo etc on it will make u aware that they work there and to NOT ask the question "Do you work here?" What do you think I do here moron. No I just love wearing this t shirt that says the company's name on it for fun. One more of these brainy customers and they will get the answer they are looking for.
  14. mizzrn, I am very glad you are getting better :) that's a great achievement in itself. What diet worked for you? I ask this as i have just started binge eating and im not wanting it to escalate.
  15. Im having one of those days. Lucky for me it will end soon. But i really dont like days like these. I just dont know what to do. To everyone else im either giving sn off signal as to ignoring them or "running" away. I dont want to see people on these days
  16. I am disappointed in myself as Im fat
  17. Life isn't tied with a bow but it's still a gift

  18. i really wish we were experiencing summer weather and not winter weather. It is of course summer here.
  19. 31st December 2013 to drink away and the 1 January 2014 to recover from the 31st, but also knowing that there just cant be another bad year like that
  20. so irritated and annoyed it is greatly fustrating me
  21. What you give is what you get even if you HAVE to be part of the family
  22. just go bleep you and bleep the stuff you do. You think just cuz you can bleep with someones mind has no bleeping right to bleep them too. For the first time in my life of being alive you drive me to bleeping make me bleeping do something that i have been wanting to bleeping do but never had the guts.I Thank my sister as you will be away for a month. No more bleep stuff you can do to me. Just go bleep someone else's life for a bleeping change. Oh wait, you cant. Because clearly i am and mom have to taken the bleeping bleep. BLeep Bleep
  23. as long as my bean bag is near im okay
  24. If we could, would we though? Mistakes make us for who we are...hmmm
  25. I had/have a major problem swallowing them. I go as far as either chewing them into smaller pieces (YUCK) or i get a pill breaker and break thim so its an easier size to swallow. I have a fear of swallowing whole tablets. Every time i think, is it gonna be this one that i choke on and die or will it be the next time. I think i have this feeling because when i was 11 a gobstopper (large sweet with multi coloured layers) got stuck in my throat. I was then given the Heimlich maneuver very quickly for a few times before it shot out. who knows.Mind over matter thing
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