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That's so damn cold! Does it normally get that cold where you live? That's insane!

Good luck with your new job hopefully everything goes well!

Have you tried taking melatonin? It's a natural hormone produced by your body that helps control your sleep wake cycle. They have it as an over the counter medication you can pick up at any cvs, walgreens, rite aide, or similar type store. I've been using for a while now and seems to work pretty well. Of course, always do your research before trying any kind of medication, but I think you should look into it.

My back hurts a little after work today but besides that I'm fine. A cute girl sat next to me today at work during break time and I didn't say a word. I just didn't know what to say. Does anybody have any advice on how to approach her next time? I've never spoken to her before so I don't know where to start. I hope everyone is having at least an ok day

Feeling hopeless

Listening to some calming music before I go to work

Happy Holidays to everyone!

I think 2021 might be the year I finally take my life. Preferably before the warmer months. I'm thinking before June maybe

Just wondering what I'm doing with my life. I have no direction and I don't understand what the point of living is. Life just keeps... going...

Yea ketamine is definitely the next big thing. I've heard many good things about it and it seems really promising. I think from the insurance companies perspective why cover new expensive treatments when there are far more cheaper options on the market? Unfortunately, for consumers this ultimately leaves us with less options, especially when the so called established medicines don't work. This leaves us out of most of the cutting edge medicine being developed as we are always stuck on older more established alternatives. Oh I just remembered an alternative treatment I heard about a while back... It's called Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation or TMS. It's supposed to activate nerve cells in the brain to improve symptoms of depression. Look it up if you're interested. Unfortunately, as with the ketamine, I have a feeling insurance companies won't cover and it probably isn't cheap!

You absolutely deserve credit for facing your fears and going to the dentist! Don't sell yourself short! That's one step in the right direction!

I think there are many experimental treatments that haven't hit the mainstream yet so I'm not sure. I have heard of people experimenting with various psychedelics to treat their depression, but I can't speak to the efficacy or the safety of these treatments so make sure you do your research.

A brand new computer! I've been looking up how to build a computer online for over a year now! I'm definitely prepared!

I need to get to bed but I don't really want to sleep

I'm doing ok I guess