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JD4010

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    JD4010 got a reaction from PraiseBrownies in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Please let us know how it goes with the counselor!
    P.S. I am a dad myself. I'd be mortified if I heard the kind of things your dad said come out of my mouth. It would be a deep shame.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from salparadise6132 in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Please let us know how it goes with the counselor!
    P.S. I am a dad myself. I'd be mortified if I heard the kind of things your dad said come out of my mouth. It would be a deep shame.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from rhyl in Back and struggling   
    I know the feeling. Or at least something similar.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from sober4life in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Please let us know how it goes with the counselor!
    P.S. I am a dad myself. I'd be mortified if I heard the kind of things your dad said come out of my mouth. It would be a deep shame.
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    JD4010 reacted to idkusername465 in How Can A Coward Change His Life?   
    My internship starts tomorrow so wish me luck! 
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    JD4010 reacted to MarkintheDark in Prepared to Check Out By Year's End   
    Just the briefest response for now.  One of those to whom I'm closest, interestingly, has a 7-8 figure net worth.  But I feel that discussion would be the end of our friendship.
    As for others, I'll be the first to admit my already beaten-up pride's involved, say, given my clinic, for example.  I've had enough.  We can continue to discuss via PM.
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    JD4010 reacted to Tears_Always in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    then maybe you shouldn't you have done so much recently.
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    JD4010 reacted to MarkintheDark in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Finding it nearly impossible to get myself in gear today to accomplish anything.
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    JD4010 reacted to iWantRope in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    The f*** when a counselor, a stranger, is a more decent lifeform than one's own father.
    Anybody still think this is a beautiful world, and humans are nice, decent species? 
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    JD4010 reacted to Tears_Always in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Another work week for me starts tomorrow and I am already exhausted. My mother doesn't understand why when I come home I don't want to do anything i.e. clean house, work on renos, work in the yard. I know that she thinks I am a lazy whatever but I don't have the energy or will to fight about it. So off to another week I go.
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    JD4010 reacted to sober4life in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    I hope things work out for you.  I'm very worried about you!  You absolutely need to get away from him.  What he said was terrible!
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    JD4010 reacted to Devlinkyla in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Wow that’s bs glad they didn’t believe him am so sorry your going through this hope the counselor helps you
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    JD4010 reacted to Devlinkyla in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Thanks sober but I learn to deal with it I would do anything to make you happy
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    JD4010 reacted to PraiseBrownies in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    The school called my parents about being suicidal and promised to me they would keep contact CYFD secret until absolutely necessary. They kept this promise and I am very thankful that they listened to me and believed me. Most adults don't. 
    Unfortunately my father showed up, proceeded to be extremely cheerful about knowing i wanted to die(wtf?) And then proceeded to say I just threaten to end my life every time they say no to something I want and I'm not actually suicidal. He called me a manipulator and liar and said I was abusive and used people for sympathy and revenge. It hurt so much. He even said that the call made him interrupt his handy work and it's all my fault, because some water lines are more important than your suicidal daughter I guess. 
    Thankfully the counselor didn't believe any of his BS and promised to talk to me tomorrow. 
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    JD4010 reacted to sober4life in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    I would do anything to take away your pain.😟
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    JD4010 reacted to Devlinkyla in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Am okay it’s been a long day not hurting as bad as I was yesterday so that’s good I don’t know how more of this not feeling good and hurting I can take
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    JD4010 reacted to rhyl in Back and struggling   
    Thanks.  I'm up and down.  Still see no point to any of this. I'm mostly dealing with intense dread and anxiety right now.  Absolutely no idea where it's coming from.  It's very, very deep.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from Tears_Always in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    The toilet lid is my nemesis. I once read a story about some guy who left the lid open and his cat drowned in the bowl. Cat put his paws down on the slippery slope and couldn't get back up. After struggling for who knows how long, the cat finally gave up and slid into the water. Dude came home to find his cat dead in the toilet.
    I have two cats and the toilet is my biggest fear for them. They are both "interested" in the toilet because of the moving water aspect. I often check it 5 - 10 times as I'm trying to go to bed...shut the light off, lay down in bed...and think obsessively about the toilet lid. Get up, check it, wander back to bed...rinse and repeat.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from Tears_Always in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Grouchy. I'm very grouchy. My boss is doubling down during his last three weeks of being employed here.
    Every time I meet with him I come away thinking I'm the most inept employee ever. As if I had much self-confidence to begin with...
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    JD4010 got a reaction from Tears_Always in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    This is all too familiar. I even agonize about starting to write the check. It might take me a day or three to finally make it happen.
    I ran out of cat litter last week. I agonized for hours about going to the store to get more.
    I'm a walking procrastination factory.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from PraiseBrownies in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Grouchy. I'm very grouchy. My boss is doubling down during his last three weeks of being employed here.
    Every time I meet with him I come away thinking I'm the most inept employee ever. As if I had much self-confidence to begin with...
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    JD4010 got a reaction from PraiseBrownies in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    This is all too familiar. I even agonize about starting to write the check. It might take me a day or three to finally make it happen.
    I ran out of cat litter last week. I agonized for hours about going to the store to get more.
    I'm a walking procrastination factory.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from Devlinkyla in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    The toilet lid is my nemesis. I once read a story about some guy who left the lid open and his cat drowned in the bowl. Cat put his paws down on the slippery slope and couldn't get back up. After struggling for who knows how long, the cat finally gave up and slid into the water. Dude came home to find his cat dead in the toilet.
    I have two cats and the toilet is my biggest fear for them. They are both "interested" in the toilet because of the moving water aspect. I often check it 5 - 10 times as I'm trying to go to bed...shut the light off, lay down in bed...and think obsessively about the toilet lid. Get up, check it, wander back to bed...rinse and repeat.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from Devlinkyla in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    Grouchy. I'm very grouchy. My boss is doubling down during his last three weeks of being employed here.
    Every time I meet with him I come away thinking I'm the most inept employee ever. As if I had much self-confidence to begin with...
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    JD4010 got a reaction from Devlinkyla in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    This is all too familiar. I even agonize about starting to write the check. It might take me a day or three to finally make it happen.
    I ran out of cat litter last week. I agonized for hours about going to the store to get more.
    I'm a walking procrastination factory.
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