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JD4010

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    JD4010 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, Sorry folks. I have had it. I am leaving DF. Hope you have better luck than I have. I   
    Sorry folks. I have had it. I am leaving DF. 
    Hope you have better luck than I have. I need to feel better somehow. A lot better. And DF can't help me. Perhaps nothing can.
     
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    JD4010 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, There is no limit to self hate and anger. Neither is there any reason to think differ   
    There is no limit to self hate and anger. Neither is there any reason to think differently about myself. The self hate will grow as long as I live. It is all I truly feel.
    Hatred and anger. I am damaged goods and completely corrupted.
    I should be dead. I want to be dead.
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    JD4010 reacted to HeatherG for a status update, I pray for everyone.   
    I pray for everyone.  
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    JD4010 got a reaction from anon22ae for a status update, Remember having dreams of a better life? Yeah, me too. Dreams evaporate though.   
    Remember having dreams of a better life? Yeah, me too. Dreams evaporate though.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from 20YearsandCounting for a status update, Remember having dreams of a better life? Yeah, me too. Dreams evaporate though.   
    Remember having dreams of a better life? Yeah, me too. Dreams evaporate though.
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    JD4010 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, Hunters and collectors all come out at night Hunters and collectors never see the lig   
    Hunters and collectors all come out at night
    Hunters and collectors never see the light
    Hunters and collectors all come out at night
    Hunters and collectors they'll never see the light
     
    Can - Hunters and Collectors
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    JD4010 reacted to HeatherG for a status update, I think loneliness is bothering me.   
    I think loneliness is bothering me.
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    JD4010 reacted to HeatherG for a status update,   
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    JD4010 reacted to HeatherG for a status update, 🎄   
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    JD4010 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, I hate myself, I hate humanity. The sooner humanity is extinct the better the cosmos   
    I hate myself, I hate humanity. The sooner humanity is extinct the better the cosmos will be. I think we have probably f ucked the world beyond saving too.
    Nothing any of us do makes a f ucking difference. All we are capable of is uncontrollable breeding, causing calamities and problems. We never solve anything. Thank god(figure of speech, doesn't exist) I don't have kids to f uck up even more 
    F uck us. F uck me. Especially me. 
     
     
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    JD4010 got a reaction from anon22ae for a status update, I don't live for myself. I live for others. If not for them, I'd be history.   
    I don't live for myself. I live for others. If not for them, I'd be history.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from cherryapplez2020 for a status update, I don't live for myself. I live for others. If not for them, I'd be history.   
    I don't live for myself. I live for others. If not for them, I'd be history.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from anon22ae for a status update, I'm wasting life by being here. Wish I could give it to someone who is more deserving   
    I'm wasting life by being here. Wish I could give it to someone who is more deserving.
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    JD4010 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, Life doesn't get better only worse. Why can't I f ucking KI LL MYSELF???????   
    Life doesn't get better only worse. 
    Why can't I f ucking KI LL MYSELF???????
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    JD4010 got a reaction from Tilted for a status update, I'm wasting life by being here. Wish I could give it to someone who is more deserving   
    I'm wasting life by being here. Wish I could give it to someone who is more deserving.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from MarkintheDark for a status update, I'm wasting life by being here. Wish I could give it to someone who is more deserving   
    I'm wasting life by being here. Wish I could give it to someone who is more deserving.
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    JD4010 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, I am so in-TENSE past tense Now I feel Inertia Creeping movingbup slowly Feeling sad   
    I am so in-TENSE
    past tense
    Now I feel 
    Inertia Creeping movingbup slowly
    Feeling sad angry and high all the same time
    But now..I feel the high turning to the worse still high make no mistake but the bile
    I taste it now, I feel it
    Tiger tiger burning bright
    But it gets so dark
    eternity in a grain of sand 
    Why were you so perceptive william blake
    F ucking Jerusalem
    shalom salaam allah akbar 
    Kabbalah sheol gehanna hosianna
    Going down down
    Sinking going down 
    The pit and the pendulum
    Finnegans f uckin wake.
    Wheres the guiness when I need it
    Men fan också
    **** my mind up
    Ineed to be dead NOW
     
     
     
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    JD4010 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, The crap in life outweighs any little “good” there is. Every time. Life isn’t worth l   
    The crap in life outweighs any little “good” there is. Every time.
    Life isn’t worth living and there really is no hope.
    Too bad I can’t just end my life. 
     
    I am too much of coward.
    I hate myself. I hate humanity. Nothing will ever change that. 
     
     
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    JD4010 got a reaction from anon22ae for a status update, I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to   
    I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to know you.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from cherryapplez2020 for a status update, I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to   
    I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to know you.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from AloneGuy for a status update, I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to   
    I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to know you.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from MarkintheDark for a status update, I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to   
    I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to know you.
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    JD4010 got a reaction from Tilted for a status update, I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to   
    I'm ready to hike into the forest and leave it all behind. So long, it's been good to know you.
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    JD4010 reacted to gandolfication for a status update, Spoiled milk dead fish rotten egg toothpaste barf can dog food booger stinky socks st   
    Spoiled milk dead fish rotten egg toothpaste barf can dog food booger stinky socks stink bug and dirty dishwasher.
    These evidently were the flavors I ate last night, late, After finishing a legal brief.
    the first couple that I ate were regular sweet flavors so I thought ah, these are the good ones.  Nope.
    I woke up this morning still feeling queasy and had to eat an apple to stabilize my nausea stomach.
    It's not helpful that Laurel just told me that technically I ate some of the real thing because they make these by sucking the air out of these real things and putting it into the jelly bean flavor.
    Emmmm.
     
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    JD4010 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, I don’t know..peer support doesn’t seem to help me at all. I just end up feeling wors   
    I don’t know..peer support doesn’t seem to help me at all. I just end up feeling worse. 
    I should just quit. 
    Everything.
    Check out  of life for good.
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