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  1. JD4010

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    I don't know how to do it. I fall apart in these situations. I try to keep up a sense of humor but that is only a defense mechanism. You gotta know that there are a bunch of us here in the DF family thinking of you. Always.
  2. JD4010

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    I'm definitely weird (Captain Obvious reporting for duty). I am at my best in the dead of winter when the days are short and nights are long. I love walking out onto the frozen lake in the middle of the night to enjoy the silence and vivid sky. I think I was meant to be a polar bear.
  3. JD4010

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    That sounds quite horrible. I "injured" my esophagus once from swallowing wrong and it was unpleasant to say the least. I can't remember how long it took to heal but it seemed like forever. Amazing how many nerve endings are in there to zap agony into your brain's pain center. Hope it heals quickly!
  4. JD4010

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Wishing you strength, my dear friend.
  5. JD4010

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Boy, do I ever know that feeling.
  6. JD4010

    Sick of life

    Yeah, but no. As I've said elsewhere, I have a life that is better than most of the world's population, yet I'm still not happy. Actually, today I'm feeling OK because I'm not at work.
  7. JD4010

    Sick of life

    That is how I feel most of the time as well.
  8. JD4010


    I'm in central Wisconsin. I don't think I've ever been to Tennessee. I want to visit both Memphis and Nashville however. I should just jump in the car and go.
  9. JD4010

    What Are You Listening To? #3

    Touch and Go ~ The Cars (1980)
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    That is great news. I have been worrying about you. I'm happy to know that you and your family are helping each other!
  11. JD4010

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Good to see you! I have been wondering if you are OK.
  12. JD4010

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Nope. I'd always take numb instead of anxiety.
  13. JD4010

    November 14 (ward day 12)

    My mind's usual and constant litany sounds similar to that. Though I don't buy wool. In my case, it would be "don't bother going to the library--you won't enjoy it" or "you will get discouraged from being around other people."
  14. JD4010

    November 16

    Wow. Sorry it's been such a difficult time. I think much of what you wrote about the (lack of) purpose of life is nihilism, right? That seems to be the philosophy I most identify with. It makes sense to me...as much as anything can I suppose. Keep posting. I am fascinated to read about your experiences.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Ditto. I'm forcing myself to take a 2 week vacation from work (my boss has also "strongly encouraged" that). I know I will do a lot of worrying about the massive pile of crap that will be waiting for me when I return.