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  1. Thanks for the reply Steve, you brought up a good point about it being towed, how long would it have to be left on a street to be towed? I only leave it a day or 2. being honest I don’t really want to get friendly with neighbours as I have social anxiety and just no interest in getting to know them to be honest as they are all rough and scummy. Plus that neighbour who has no boundaries seems to talk to all the neighbours and if I said that to one neighbour they would just tell her which would cause more problems.
  2. Bit of a update here. Things are not going good really, 2 days ago when coming out to my car one of my neighbours who is actually ok was in his car and warned me that 3 people in balaclavas were snooping around the car park looking inside my car and his about 1am in the morning, they didn’t do anything but that’s made me even more anxious about my area. I’m also still being blanked by many neighbours. I parked on a side road near mine that night as I was worried and when I went to my car following day my car was ok but the one in front had its window smashed in, could tell it was fresh as glass was all over the floor, just seems the area is too rough. I now parked my car about 10 min walk away on a nicer quiet looking road but it’s ridiculous I have to do this and I’m worried residents there might not like a random car on the road, does anyone else think I’m worrying too much or should my car be ok there?
  3. I am going to attempt quitting illegal drug from tomorrow Without no help. think I may also try get on housing register but the fear I have is I could just end up another flat I don’t like and I don’t really have money to move, we spent a lot on carpets/decorating etc, but I honestly hate living in this area. What do you guys think?
  4. Even now there’s loads of neighbours outside arguing with neighbours across the road very aggressively, it’s all crowded outside mine I don’t want to even leave to go outside.
  5. I feel like I cannot relax, I feel extreme paranoia and sadness to the point where I’m shaking, I’m worrying about everything, I feel negative about everting, World Cup is on I’m watching the match but just don’t care and I love football, I cannot enjoy anything. Feels like hell.
  6. I had one counselling session in the past and it just made me feel worse tbh as some of my problems are not solvable. i feel way to anxious to go to NA meetings and even if I did how would I find them? Are they free?
  7. Guess I’m going to have to try force myself, excercise can help fight negative thoughts. I just feel so down/anxious that I stay in all the time.
  8. Thank you for the reply. Yes you are right that the illegal drug makes me feel worse/more negative/anxious the next day but I’m really struggling to give it up as it’s like a crutch to me but I will keep trying. I’m actually a member at the gym but I always feel to tired/anxious to go. Thank you for you’re encouragement I do appreaciate it. Just really need people to talk to feel so alone.
  9. Sorry but really feel I need to let off some steam as living here is driving me nuts I will give bit of a back story as to why it’s so uncomfortable living here at the moment. When I first moved here a few years ago even though it wasn’t a particularly great area it was ok as I kept to myself and it seemed quieter. Things changed about 1 year ago as this INCREDIBLY annoying intrusive neighbour starting knocking on our door moreregularly asking if we have any dvds she could borrow (at about 11pm) we borrowed her a few to just get her to go away as she is just annoying and loud. It didn’t stop their though as she then knocked on late asking my roommate to open electric box for her, he did and stupidly passed his number to her incase she ever need help (she lives on her own with baby) she’s also a big druggie, always smoking illegal drug but also told us before she does illegal drug, pills etc. She then keeps texting always wanting to chat, always asking if can run the shops for her, borrow her some tea bags etc we just want to be left alone to relax. She then knocked on and asked us all to sign upto this competition thing so she could get recommendation money, I said I’m not really into it but she kept pushing it I said I’d do it another time but she kept asking for my number to sign me up so I said nah I’m ok, she seemed annoyed about it. Then kept phoning even though my roommate said he was going bed (about 2am!!!) so in the end we politely said we are quite private people and could please leave us alone, she didn’t argue but definitely seemed sensitive about it. New neighbours moved in next to her now she’s all over them but they seem to get on with her which surprises me as she’s soooo needy. Anyway she’s turned them against us as she’s obviously gossiped about us, she’s allllllwwwaaayyyyss on her doorstep waiting for people to chat to like 24/7, she’s also bad mouthed us to other neighbours I know as she will say hello when on her own but when neighbours there she will blank me or roommates. She literally has no life and just likes to gossip with neighbours all day. This has made it horrible living here as there’s always a tension when going out orcoming home, sometimes I’ve said hi to neighbours and they just pretend they don’t see or hear me, it’s really getting me down, what advice would you guys give some replies would be much appreciated 
  10. I’m back, scar has calmed down a lot (still see it though which I don’t like) I still have tons of problems, bad anxiety/depression but one positive is I’m not suicide anymore.
  11. Why couldn't God of just let me die when this happened to me. It's like I just can't escape my suffering. GOD I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO ****ING MUCH!!!
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