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  1. Hi, my name is sidney. I'm a 24 year old college senior at wsu, I'm also the shop manager at a quick-oil change chain location. I usually enjoy video games, outdoor activities, and working on my car (2007 eclipse). I have a girlfriend of five years. This morning, attempting to get dressed, it hit me. I couldn't find a single clean sock in my apartment, I was knocking over pepsi cans on my dresser, pulling up all the dirty clothes on the floor, digging through the dryer, and then it hit me; I hadn't done my laundry for three weeks. Before that it had been two, before that it had been about two and a half. I also haven't been keeping up with my studies, and this has been going on for at least a year. When I'm home I curl up in bed and sleep. As a result me academics and home are a mess. I haven't touched my ps3 in a week, my car sits neglected and dirty (I used to hand wash it every week weather permitting), and *ahem* encounters with my lady friend have been few and far between. Don't get me wrong, I'm not sad, just highly, highly apathetic, and kinda dull. I've been considering giving up on a degree, even though I only need three classes to get it, just because I don't feel I can study. I knew I was behind in calculus, so I planned on going in and studying, but instead of doing the work, I just sat there staring at my book. It's not that I didn't want to do hard work, I know how rewarding it is to get good grades (I was valedictorian in high school!), I just am not motivated. I aimlessly googled "not sad, just apathic" and it brought me to an existing post. I read it, read the responses, reread the responses, and something clicked in the back of my noodle. I was reading my story from someone else, and here were people offering suggestions, and help! I want to thank you guys for that. After I read that, and some other extensive googling I went to the vitamin shoppe and picked up some st. John's wort, B12, and some D3. The guy who rang me out look at the bottles, and also suggested something out of the B-section called biotin, so I grabbed that to. Hopefully things start picking up, eh? Thanks guys. Sent from my phone, using my thumbs.
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