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  1. Hey @evalynnThinking of you. Hope all is ok.
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  2. Just working through some mixed feelings as of late, dont know if i actually care or if I'm just trying to put up a front to get left alone, i know how i want to feel but just cant figure out the truth
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  3. I brushed out my what I call depression hair and nice and clean for once
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  4. I never stop fighting though never. I'll get angry and keep going even if it doesn't make sense to anymore. I put 15 hours into fixing things today.
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  5. We all make those mistakes, you're not alone
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  6. Yeah, we have those. I mean my sister will most likely feed me but I can't take the piss. If I want to access a food bank I will have to get in touch with some sort of authority I'm sure I will survive. Petrol wise though, I'm not gonna be driving too much, that's for sure.
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  7. I'm sorry Cherryapplez, I hope you get a break from the bad thoughts.
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  8. I'm doing ok. Today's work day is over. Now it's time to put on the pig suit and go on a big eating binge!
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  9. Scared I would be too, and I often am. When I think about it hard enough I realise I should not be scared, that is the depression and schizophrenia talking. Try to do small things, without overwhelming yourself. Dont go straight for the shower, start by brushing your teeth, do the smallest things first and be happy you achieved that. My objective is a daily effort to complete three things, and to be gratefulyou could do them. There are days when brushing my teeth counted as one item off the list. Insure can relate to how you are feeling right now, hope this hug helps and that the doctor can prescribe you something soon.
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  10. Tired. G'nite all
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  11. I have Schizophrenia mayor depressive disorder borderline personality disorder and ptsd but I think am bipolar also
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  12. There's just something wrong with this world... On the one hand, you have billionaires to whom what you say is as alien as life in other galaxies. There are even YouTube, TikTok and whatnot stars who "earn" millions for videos of themselves opening boxes and playing video games. On the other extreme, there are people who actually do useful and necessary work, yet are treated like crap and forced to suffer the types of ordeals you describe. I can't wait to be out of this.
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  13. So I did some what of a victory today proud of myself not gonna say what because it’s embarrassing but yay I did it faced a fear and did great
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  14. You can have all my summer stuff, its over for me, will be 4 deg C tonight, and goes down until the white fluffy stuff starts flying around again. Its still nice in the day but socks and shoes type weather no sandals or slides
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  15. Today started out well, I had to do a bunch of admin shit which is always a drag. I took myself on a little shopping date where I bought two new squishmellows and then decided I could afford to go to H&M and found about 5 items for $99 which is a real bargain since the stores I normally buy from would be 3x the price! $99 wouldn't even get you through the door at this places. But im not in the financial position to even walk into the sores, maybe one day but I do really like what I found at H&M and cant wait to wear them as summer approaches hope you guys had/have good days too
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  16. Well that guy that’s in Prison because of me is trying to get out early going to court in December I don’t have to do anything he’s trying to get out early sorry he told them the hole story anyways hi by the way I vote let him out I don’t care let’s get this dune and over with
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  17. Thanks my pain is from depression stress and all that lovely stuff dang me got a case update for later I need to claim down first
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  19. Hi Cherryapplez, I'm really sorry you're hurting so much. I just hope things get better for you very soon.
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  20. I go through the same thing in my head. I think the truth is we care and want a good life but the people in our lives mess with our heads. The truth is we have fought with everything we have to get the lives we have and this is all ours. They can't have any of it. We earned this. It's sad though. So much of life seems to be see I can still do this I'm still doing well in life to the outside world. Forget it. We just need to wake up every day and fight for the life we want and who cares what anyone else thinks about it.
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  21. How about you care and you want to be left alone..I know that I love NM and I hate her. I am certain that I don't like her. Lol
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  22. Go to the beach…… will that work, even if you just go, lay out your towel and stretch a little!
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  23. Feel so yuck about the horrible relationship I have with NM. It makes me feel dirty. Polluted. I've always avoided her like the plague unless she was unavoidable. Looks like I will go back to that when I leave. I had a nice dream last night that I spent my first night in my new house and slept ok Hoping for more news next week. I'll ask for it if I don't get any I hope everyone is doing ok today
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  24. I feel very tired, but hope to get something out of the day by setting small goals.
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  25. Well I got a new med today Hopefully I get it today
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  26. Ha! I didn't drive, though you know I have been Gonna do my best to get this healed and stay off it.. Damn shame about the driving
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  27. Good morning everyone. Its 3 am my time in Canada. I am watching sports live from Australia. I am still having sinus issues. I took over the counter meds which may work. Tylenol Sinus)
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  28. calm. the world I wished for is gone and i am fine with being alone. I know who and what I am. I know my value. I spent my time waiting for "better times" but that never came. we cannot touch each other nor be touched, the walls are solid but let a faint echo of each other through. enough to know there is more but far enough to show we never will reach it. some wanted rescue while we ourselves were drowning. truth shows there is no hate in those choices, just fate of the damned. the opposite of love is not hate, but indifference. I do not feel anymore.
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  29. I wish I learned more when I was younger so I didn't have to learn it all at once. I would like to learn in a school setting as well but learning in this situation is finding a disaster and finding my way out of it by winging it. I wish I could go back and do my life differently. I would go to school for plumbing, electrical work and heating and cooling and save up money to get an old phone truck so I could use it to cut down trees. I would be rich around here if I was an expert at all of those things.
    7 points
  30. I cant make the same claim, i have in the past quit, more then once, all i can claim is i continue to fight tooth and nail, im glad you have that stubbornness
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  31. It must have been very stressful till this point. Glad all is ok, the relief must be huge
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  32. Thanks aloneguy. Movie was good, it cheered me up a bit. It was the new David Bowie film Escapism can be great at the cinema, can't it
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  33. Hey Sober, you're not really alone though because we're all in this world as well and won't ever ignore you here.
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  34. It's national punch day. So that's why I wanted to punch everyone I talked to today.
    7 points
  35. If you search YouTube you may find a video about it.
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  36. You should be angry. Tell them exactly how you feel.
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  37. Still have a stuffy and stubborn head cold but it's not terrible. As far as my mind goes, I think I'm ok tonight. Kinda foggy though.
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  38. I hope you are better now, nice to hear from you
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  39. Oh no it makes sense to me. I want that too but I don't want it to be torturous. I'm not really antisocial. I want to be around people I like to be around.
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  40. Thanks Nightjar. I ended up sleeping most of the afternoon and it did help. This morning I thought I was coming down with the flu (or Covid, which I worry about sometimes) but I think it's just a cold. I'm sorry you had a difficult day and hope you have a good night and sleep well.
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  41. I used to comb my hair but I figured I smell like a wild animal so I might as well look like one too.
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  42. And drink plenty of water
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  43. Well, had the other one surgically repaired like 10 years ago so i know what to expect
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  44. I would drive too because we pretty much have to. In this world they will say something like you can't drive for a couple of months not caring what that might mean for our lives and then they just say goodbye without offering any logical solutions. You have to do what you have to do in this world.
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  45. I've heard many and seen a few, probably because they thought I was a small rodent. After buzzing me, they seemed to realize I was not small or a rodent and retreated into the trees. I could see them perching there and looking down, as though I would turn into a small rodent.
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  46. I like JA too but even time I see her in something else all I can see is Rachel Green from friends. I've always wished I had friends like them, I've watched that show so many times I did feel like they were my friends for awhile It's easier to like people through a screen right
    7 points
  47. Hey guys. I had a check up on my foot today and finally some advice. It's not fully healed yet, which was pretty obvious to me. The sprain at least seems to be healed but the fracture needs more time.. I gotta go back to wearing my boot and refrain from some of the things I've been doing like driving I'm ok with more time with the boot but I'm struggling today, I had a really crappy night's sleep last night. And I had NM moaning in my ear the entire time I was at the clinic Still, I'm grateful for the lift, the x-ray and the advice.
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  48. Sorry to hear you are going through a difficult time. Maybe try listening to music you like? Hugs.
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  49. Something in me is going to change, whether its good or bad is irrelevant at this time but a change is coming
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  50. Oh yeah Labor Day. The end of summer. 5 years, that's awesome. I'll say congrats a few days early...congrats Sober
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