[i started this on Sunday, March 4]
Well, how to explain this?
Most of you know I was fired 2 yrs ago - 4 days after my birthday. Last yr it wasn't so bad on 'The Day' b/c I was in school (I'd paid to be there so they couldn't turf me!). However, this yr I am working (& things aren't going brilliantly, let's just say I'm scraping along) & I feel sick with worry. ALSO, I'm supposed to have a meeting with my mgr day after tomorrow. I'm scared!!
[picking it up on Thursday, March 8]
- birthday was OK (got a card from some dr who made me orthotics ~8 yrs ago but NOTHING from my family @@)
- didn't get turfed even tho my mgr knows I am not the most superb recruiter there ever was; he wants to coach me
- 3 former coworkers got canned today & I don't know what to think except that the former employer is a money-grubbing freak corporation
My mood's all over the place & I was tempted to call my family dr to get fixed up with more meds. She can write a prescription faster than anyone. She is like a hummingbird - small & brightly coloured & moves rapidly. I'm not kidding. She talks fast & loud: YOUARESTRESSOUT!! She wears bright pink suede minis with matching high heels.