I Want To Be Okay
Terrible day. I went to buy groceries and anxiety started kicking my ass. By the time I got out of the store I felt like I was being electrocuted. That same old feeling, like my body was vibrating uncontrollably. I was so tired by the time I got home that I passed out on the couch and slept really hard. Now, of course, I can't sleep.
I'm so tired of being broken. I don't understand why it has to be this way. I just want to be okay. But I don't know how.