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RiverLight

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Another person who has been in my life passed away while hiking. Yet another one gone. I've known so many people whose lives have been cut short, it's ridiculous. And so sad.  

As far as how I am doing? Meh. I am definitely middle of the road these days. I am trying yet again to find a different job. My new-ish job is unsatisfactory, so I interviewed with a company and am waiting to hear back. It's been over a week, and I haven't been rejected nor have I been offered the job. It's frustrating to have to wait this long. 

Covid persists, and now my husband and I only go out for music once per month. We used to go three-four times a week before covid. It's depressing. Music is/was my therapy. Now I am shopping more to make up for the loss. 

We collect energy crystals and have a growing collection that is quite beautiful. We're now addicted to buying them because of covid and we're running out of room for them in our apartment. This is a highlight in my life. 

However, I have gained a LOT of weight, which seriously bums me out. I'm at least ten pounds heavier than 2019 when I had my wedding. I am not happy about it at all and feel terrible about how I look these days. UGH. And it's nearly impossible for me to diet. My husband eats everything and keeps sweets in the house, so I eat them out of boredom, anxiety, stress or restlessness. 

So there it all is, in a nutshell. Not horrific, but not great either. 

Here's a portion of our crystal collection: 

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I’ve also been trying to diet but living with another person in the house (my husband) who keeps buying junk food is not helping me either. Then he says I should learn to control myself. Right. 

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10 hours ago, Depressedgurl007 said:

I’ve also been trying to diet but living with another person in the house (my husband) who keeps buying junk food is not helping me either. Then he says I should learn to control myself. Right. 

I know - my husband tells me to simply exercise vs getting rid of all the junk food he likes to eat. It's sooo much harder to diet when that kind of food is sitting around! 

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