It's coming. Maybe.
I was slated for age 70. 22 years is a bit to wait. But I have been asking Spirit to take me sooner.
I haven't even been giving readings anymore. Giving readings and helping people always helped me. My clairaudience is quieting down though.
My dreams are prophetic. I haven't meditated on some of them yet so at this point I am unsure of it's an awakening/transformation or a literal death.
I am meeting with a urologist in 2 months. So it's possible that Spirit is listening.
Maybe the Law of Attraction really does work when feasible.
Maybe it's bladder cancer instead of brain. Maybe it will be painful. I deserve that.
Maybe Daddy will come to me and give me some information again. Maybe he can tell me if I will be with him soon.