Yeah, not meant for me

Leave what no longer serves me?

Spirit says die alone

Tell me dear Spirit

Why was it given at all

Oh the damned contract?

The one signed in blood?

Or  tears from my tired soul?

When sent to this hole

My soul is tired 

Spirit please make it stop now

Have I not learned yet,?

Past life regressions

Showed me so much that was done

That no one should see

Why give me this gift

To see things if you can't be clear

Yeah be vague then leave

Abandonment kills

They will never understand 

and everyone leaves