I am so tired.
My body feels like it's on fire. Roasting from the inside out.
Each spring I work to build myself back up, to get outside and be active, but each year it gets harder and harder. I've been in pain the last couple of days, since I mowed the yard. Not only is my energy lower than ever, I keep taking longer and longer to recover when I have triggered my fibro. If it feels like this at 47, I don't know how much more I can take. And my mood...is terrible today. I kept waking up in a sweat last night and I feel like I didn't get any rest. I do not have a fever, and I didn't eat anything that would drive my blood sugar up, so I don't know why that's happening.
I feel like my dreams are wilting and dying. I don't have the energy to accomplish much of anything. I'm just so sick of fighting it all.