Trigger warning: talk of suicide
Since I've gone back on remeron and wellbutrin, suicidal thoughts have been predictably slamming into me.
Trying Cymbalta right now. Although it decreased suidal thoughts, I don't think it cuts it. I feel too sluggish on it.
The brain is an interconnected system and a single thing can affect the whole.
I've sort of been there before and it was temporary. The longest so far has been a 1.5 years period in 2008-2009 of daily suicidal thoughts, until I started adding pristiq to the cocktail.
I tried replicating this trick but it didn't work. Perhaps my body is still adjusting to remeron and wellbutrin. I have to give it time.